I'm so sorry,, not ~Joanne~Fanfic~

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Pregnancy

Dianne🧜‍♀️ I was buzzing! I was so super pleased with my present I couldn't wait to show everyone what an amazing bookie was, then the realisation hit me I was about to tell my mum that I'm 15 and pregnant! I felt my breathing increase my chest went really tight I felt really faint, please not a panic attack! This really isn't a good time! I was trying to steady my breathing I held onto joes hand and hear the door open
Aunt💻 "hey you two"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "h-hey"
Aunt💻 "are you telling her?"
Anna💄 "tell me what"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I saw my mum walk round the corner, she looked horrified
Anna💄 "DIANNE FUCKING BUSWELL GET YOUR ARSE IN HERE THIS INSTANT!!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "joe go, I'll text you"
I grabbed Chloe and ran upstairs with her and laid her on my old bed that was now the spare bedroom
Anna💄 "NOW DIANNE"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "I'm c-coming"
My whole body was shaking I felt numb all over everything was tingling my eyes were watering up and my breathing pattern changed again
Anna💄 "WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "mum please"
Anna💄 "no after everything that I have taught you you go and get PREGNANT!! You've always had to have all the attention!! When you were born, everyone thought of you as dadless not as me a single parent!! Then you go and get pregnant!! YOU'RE A FUCKING TEENAGER DIANNE, DO YOU NOT REALISE THAT!!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ my whole body was violently shaking all over I couldn't breathe I wanted the ground to swallow me up
"M-mum p-p-please"
Anna💄 "NO DIANNE GO UPSTAIRS BRING CHLOE DOWN AND YOU WAIT UPSTAIRS UNTILL I SAY, YOU UNDERSTAND!! IM NOT HAPPY RUNIND MY DAY!!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "I-I-I'm s-s-sorry, mum-m p-p-please!"
Anna💄 "GO! I can't talk to you right now! You wait till your dad knows about this!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "dad?"
Anna💄 "hunter! Well he's my soon-to-be husband so he's your dad, isn't he!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "whatever"
I never wanted the ground to swallow me up more, I wanted joe I just wanted him. I got up off of the sofa to go and check on Chloe.
"I'm going to go and check on chloe"
Anna💄 "no you are not sit down!! I will! Hollie you make sure she don't go anywhere"
Aunt/Hollie💻 "okay"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I sat in tears I didn't want this baby! It was causing me more stress than ever!
"I w-w-wanna go home!"
Hollie💻 "it's not your fault babes, it's fucking hunters! You can't tell your mum that though not this close to her big day"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "you think I don't realise! This secret will be buried with me!"
Hollie💻 "good!"
Anna💄 "I've spoken to your dad! He's not happy Dianne! He's coming home now you and him need to go upstairs or something so you can tell him what's happened! Dianne we ain't happy! Think of what people will say at the wedding!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ when my mum said that I had to go upstairs to 'talk' I wanted to start screaming, I wanted to escape, run away, but no I had to sit here until he came back, I watched my aunt and mum put all the wedding stuff away because she didn't want hunter to see anything that's when I heard it I heard Chloe's terror scream, I ran up and burst into my room to find Chloe sat there shaking
"Hey baby what's wrong"
Chloe🎀 "w-we're h-here! Where we were hurt, Dianne I don't want to be hurt again, please do don't let him hurt me, keep me safe, please!!!"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "Your safe with me, it's gonna be alright, babes today's changed, Dianne and hunter need to have a little chat so your going to watch some telly with mum and auntie"
Chloe🎀 "no cos he will hurt you! Please don't g-g-go"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I sat rocking this girl back and forth she was actually so smart, I didn't reply to her, I went to pick up my phone and realised that I left it downstairs, never mind. I walked into the living room and I saw hunter he looked, like he'd been crying! Wait what! I passed Chloe to my aunt and she was so tense
"Hi, I'm sorry"
I couldn't believe I had to say sorry for being raped to the person I was raped by
Hunter💪 "hey there's no need to be sorry, it takes two to make a baby, you come and explain it all to me"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ he pulled me into a hug but it wasn't a loving hug it was a staged hug
Chloe🎀 "Dianne, wait"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "your fine baby girl me and dad are just going upstairs to have a chat"
We're not going to eat up all your chocolate that's in that bag there"
I pointed towards my handbag and my mum bought it over and got out the chocolate.

{A/N: So,
Q- what do you think in the abortion ban?
A- I think it's absolutely disgusting! How are men aloud to make choices about women's body's that will change their life forever!!
So it's all kicking off in the ff 😂 (ugh I'm so cringey) anyway, the next part will have a bit of a big trigger, so there will be a warning at the start, hope you enjoyed this one}