I'm so sorry,, not ~Joanne~Fanfic~

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Dianne🧜‍♀️ I walked downstairs the pain in my arm was immense, it was tingling I ignored it, I was great at ignoring pain.
"Hey sorry I just got changed I was boiling in that other jumper"
Anna💄 "so did you two have a chat"
Hunter💪 "we did and like I said it's not Diannes fault, it takes two people to make a baby, so it's okay, and dianne knows that we will always be here for her through it all"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I felt hunter wrap his hand around the cuts and pull me down to sit next to him, the pain shot up my arm and into my shoulder, I sat next to him anyway
Hollie💻 "Di can I borrow you babe"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "sure"
I got up and walked I into the kitchen
"Hey"
I said it and my aunt wrapped her arms around Me in the biggest hug
Hollie💻 "it's okay babes"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "um I know? What's this about"
Hollie💻 "the pregnancy silly, now who got you pregnant"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ "a boy at my old school"
I said winking at her
Hollie💻 "rightt"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ she pulled me in for a massive 'mum' hug, me and my aunt didn't get on the majority of the time but she sure could be pretty amazing at times
Hollie🎧 "Chloe"
Chloe🎀 "YEAH"
Hollie💻 "are you hungry? Anna I might make the girls some late lunch early dinner, do you two want some?"
Hunter💪 "how about we go out for some? Nando's?"
Anna💄 "sounds great!"
Hollie💻 "okay well I'll drive there then us girls can go back after"
Hunter💪 "sounds perfect, hols do you mind if me and Anna jump in the car with you and you drop us off on the way back?"
Hollie💻 "I don't see the problem in that"
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I ran upstairs to see if I could find any of my jewellery I couldn't find it anywhere I felt like crying! How was I going to tell joe!!
I picked up my old top and scrunched it up in a ball and put it in my pocket. I was called downstairs so I ran down the stairs, pushed my jumper into my bag and picked up Chloe.
We all walked out to the car I was silent, Chloe had fallen asleep and it was probably for the best, i told joe that I wasn't going round his and I was getting dinner out, he insisted I text him when I got home.

Dianne, Chloe and Hollie are now home hunter sat opposite Dianne in the restaurant and everything was fine but Anna wouldn't talk to dianne

Dianne🧜‍♀️ once we got home it was really late for her, especially because she had school tomorrow, so I put Chloe to sleep, she had been silent all day, he really put fear into her and she goes pretty much mute. I sat on my bed and text joe
Dianne- hey Joseph I am home xx
Joe- I'm coming over xx
Dianne- Okay? Call me when your outside, Chloe's asleep xx
Joe- will do babe xx
I tried taking a power nap but it was no good, as soon as I almost fell asleep my phone rang
Hunter- Dianne Fucking Buswell How Dare You!
Dianne- what, I'm sorry!
Hunter- you really think you could get out of it that easily!
Dianne- hey out of what?
Hunter- Cutting!! Don't be fucking stupid!! I'm sick of you!
Dianne- I have the blade though it's in my bag
Hunter- WELL HOW COME ITS ON THE SIDE IN YOUR ROOM!!
Dianne- shit
Hunter- shit indeed young lady! You wait till I get my hands on you!!
Dianne- how many cuts? Please I'll find something! Please don't hurt Chloe, not again!
You can do anything to me just me no one else!
Hunter- you really think I don't know that I can't do anything I want to you! Get something! Chloe must have a sharper!!
Dianne- okay two secs
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I was paralysed with fear I ran into Chloe room frantically searching for her school bag, I found her sharpener and I started taking it apart I ran back into my room
Hunter- DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING!?
Dianne- yeah I have Chloe's sharpener blade! Please how many
Hunter- ten! You think it's a lot but baby girl it's a punishment, you know what you've done to deserve this don't you!
Dianne- I know! I'm sorry it won't happen again! Please I promise
Hunter- I don't give a shit if you do it again! Ten now or it will double!! And do it on FaceTime!!
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I put the camera on FaceTime and he laughed at me every time I cut, I deserved it! That kept going through my head! I deserve it, it's a punishment, you wouldn't be serving the punishment if you didn't do the crime.
Dianne- I-Im done
Hunter- good girl! That wasn't to hard was it! What do you have to remember when you cut
Dianne- that it's a punishment for my wrong doings and you have to serve punishments
Hunter- good girl baby! Now mum tells me that your dropping of Chloe on Wednesday after school for the bridesmaid fitting, me and you are going into town, together, if anyone asks your with your mum! YOU UNDERSTAND DIANNE!
Dianne- yeah, can I get some sleep now?
Hunter- of course you can baby girl remember I love you!
Dianne- I know
Hunter- AND!!
Dianne- I love you too

Dianne🧜‍♀️ I put down the phone and burst into tears! Why me! WHY! it stung to say I love you to anyone other than joe! It made me realise how much I loved him. My phone started ringing I didn't bother to look to see who it was I just hung up, then I heard the landline ring, I could hear my aunt answer then open the door, it was joe, I just wanted to be on my own!

Joe🎧 "hi is Dianne upstairs?"
Hollie💻 "yeah, your welcome to go up"
Joe🎧 I ran upstairs and saw that Chloe's school bag was all over the floor I didn't take any notice and ran into Diannes room she was on the bed crying her eyes out
Dianne🧜‍♀️ I new joe was in the room I tried to steady my breathing and I put the blade into my phone case.

{A/N:So
I'm sorry if that was a hard part to read, it was hard to write! Whenever I write stuff like this it always makes me feel sick 😂 I pinky promise it will get better soon! There's gonna be a few time skips 😂 the next one will be to Wednesday💗
Q- So I really liked hearing your opinions on the abortion ban, what do you think about Brexit 😂
A- I think we should just get on with it 😂 it's getting ridiculous now 🙄 if I could have voted i 100% would have said remain! It's ruined our reputation as a country!! 🙄 I could go on for ages 😂}