BITTEN (BTS werewolf au Namjoon x Reader)

chapter 15

I made my decision. 'Yes.'

Namjoon's mother and I talked for a few more minutes while she showed me the rest and everything that had to be renewed and bought. We made a list together and at the back was a small garden wher I could plant most of the herbs with a healing effect. We went back to thepack house together laughing and chatting while linking our arms. I learned that her name was Sohyang but she told me to call her Mum. Namjoon already waited for us at the pack house and was smiling like an idiot when he saw me and his mother coming. 'And what did the ladies do that you took so long?'He asked with a teasing tone. Did he knew that his mother was going to ask me to become the pack healer? Or was it his plan all along? I decided to play along. 'Nothing special, we just walked around a bit.'I walked past him and could see a dumbfounded expression on his face. I was going to tell him later that I decided to become the healer.

Now I had some free time for myself so I decided to explore the new territory by myself. I walked around and enjoyed the sun and the warmth. Sometimes I would see one of the guarding wolves and they would greet me. That was nothing special but the way they always gretted my was weird. All of them always bowed deeply whiel adressing me as their Luna. I don't know how many times I told them to not call me that. Not only felt I awkward being called luna, after all it's one of the highest positions in the pack, but also I'm a witch. I grew up with the idea that werewolves and witches should never have any contact with each other. It somehow didn't felt right to be greeted respectly while I grew up thinking bad of them. I felt guilty. Yes my view about werewolves changed once I met Lia but before I was jsut a girl who believed everything her coven told her. Maybe I should've- my thoughts were interrupted by a noise. It sounded like a bird. I looked around because something in the pit of my stomach told me so. And I found it. It was a young bird lying on the ground. Half of it's feathers were bloody. That pood thing must have fell out of a tree. I walked slowy towards the bird and put my hand on it's feathers. With the intention of healing it I slowly closed my eyes and concentrated. But nothing came. No light green light. No warmth. No healing. It didn't work. I tried again and again but nothing worked. Not even a little bit. The poor bird looked at me. Why couldn't I heal him? I tried again. Nothing. Frustration took over me. Was all of this the effect of the procedure of my former coven? Did they take all of my powers? My eyes became glassy. I was useless. There was nothing I could do. I don't deserved the title of a healer witch anymore. The realisation that I couldn't use any of the power I grew up with only rwsulted in me breaking down. Alone. Useless. Not deserving being called a witch anymore.

Suddenly two arms came around me and pressed me against a strong chest. Just from the smell alone I could tell that it was Namjoon. How did he knew where I was? I let myself fall back against him and he turned my body around so that I was facing him. 'Shhh, y/n, It's alright, everything will be ok. I'm here for you.'He pressed a soft kiss on the top of your head and you relaxed against him.

Namjoon's p.o.v

He didn't want to look like a stalker but the way you walked around, bathing in the sunlight, he just couldn't help himself. Just seeing that smile of your made his day.

He saw you crouching down infront of something. What is she doing?

I sniffed in the air and smelled a bird. It also smelled like blood. So the bird was hurt and you wanted to heal him.

But what Namjoon saw made him from. You crouched down and close to tears. Why were you crying. He took a closer look to your hands. He remembered the first time you healed him. How calm you had looked while his wolf was in pain. How a warmth spred through your hands on his body. But now there was nothing like that. That means.... You lost your power.

He can't imagine how bad you must feel. Afetr all he wouldn't know what to do if he would loose the ability to transform in a wolf.

Namjoon knew what to do. He slowly came up behidn you and wrapped his arms around you , pressing you close to his chest. You let yourself fall back and cried against him. It kind of made him happy knwong that you feel comfortable around him to cry. Not that he likes seeing you cry. His wolf howled the whole time while your tears flowed down your cheeks. 'Shhh, y/n, It's alright, everything will be ok. I'm here for you.'He pressed a soft kiss on the top of your head and you relaxed against him.

'Y/N, please know, no matter what happens, I will always love you. You are a empathetic, passionate, gernerous,kind, understanding and a beautifu person. Even if yo're not able to use your power anymore, it changes nothing in the way I feel about you. I love you.'

'I love you too, Namjoon.'