BITTEN (BTS werewolf au Namjoon x Reader)

chapter 26

(It will get a bit smutty later. But I will put a warning)

'Her name was Dara, and your familykilled her.'

Dara? No way. This can't be true. I didn't knew she had a mate. Namjoon. I can't imagine what it would be like to lose him. Oh Jiyong. The pain he must've gone through. A sudden pain made itself known in my chest. How did he feel? Did he knew, what was happening to her? How much she had to suffer, to be with her true love? I nearly went through the same thing. Namjoon nearly went through the same thing.

My eyes went over to Jiyong who was still pressing Namjoon against the wall. Still glaring at me. But I couldn't be mad at him. Not after all he went through. Of course he would hate me. Because Namjoon and I were, what Jiyong and Dara aspired to be. Married. Together. Forever.

'Don't you dare to pity me you wench.' That was too much for Namjoon. He took all his strength and pushed Jiyong away from him against the side of the table. Both males were glaring at each other.

'Jiyong, I understand your pain. I nearly lost y/n. But letting your anger out at her won't help our situation.' 'You nearly lost her. I actually did. You don't know how that feels. The pain. Her screams. Yes, I heard every scream of hers while she was dying. It felt like I was burning alive. She was burning alive. The only thing I anted to do was to throw myself over the next cliff and be with her. But guess what? I'm not just any wolf in this damn pack. I'm their alpha and it's my fucking job to make sure that no one of them dies. Just be happy that you didn't went through that and stop trying to give me some advice. I lost the only one who I loved. The only one I wanted to be with forever. And her coven took her from me. Just because of your ridiculous out-of-date rules. Just because your species can't accept it when one of yours meet someone else who is not like your own. Just because your kind puts your absurd laws above their family and loyalty. Because of that she died. Because of that I lost her.' Latter coming out just above a whisper. But everyone heard it. No one was in a fighting position anymore. No one had any bit of anger in them anymore. We all just silently shared Jiyong's pain.

After their turbulent morning, the white sabres went back to their house while we still remained in the meeting room. Small sniffles were heard and we all turned our heads to see Jin. Head down. He must've thought of his own mate, Sunmi, who also had leave this world at a young age.

Jungkook who was sitting next to him, put his arm around his older brother shoulder. Yoongi silently left.

That night no one slept well.

I turned to my side to see Namjoon's side profile. He always slept on his back and I always tried to find a way to cuddle up to him. But tonight was different. We slept close to each other. Hands embracing each other. Fearing to let go. After today we remembered. We remembered the day of my recuing. How close I was to death. If he hadn't come just in time, I wouldn't be here. And he would be just like Jiyong.

I couldn't sleep. Neither could he. I heard his breathing. When he couldn't sleep he would just close his eyes, lay there, and let his mind do the rest.

'Namjoon?' Two eyes opened and turned to me. He nodded, signalling me to continue. But I couldn't. just thinking about it made my eyes tear up. He didn't need me to say something. His arms curled around me and he pressed me to him. Limbs curling around each other. Just feeling the other. Being close to the other.

It started with a small kiss, light as a feather. My lips breathily ghosting over his. But he was having none of that. He couldn't wait. Neither could I. The small kiss turned rapidly into a more demanding kiss. With his pressing desperately against mine. As if he was scared of losing me. Like he nearly did that day. I opened my mouth to let him in and not even a second passed before he was starting his invasion.