Life Adventures: A Newtina Fan Fiction

Chapter 16: Fearful Excitement

Tina's P.O.V 

I feel Newt's anger rippling off of him in waves, his eyes are sharper than I have ever seen them.  He raises his hand and makes a fist, "Tina I always wanted a child, you know that but I want you more. You think you are not necessary, you want to shoulder the burden alone, I...I." His voice turns from bitter to broken, his shoulders fall, and he sit down in the corner of the bed. His face in his chest, my ears straining to hear, he says, "Tina what do you need me to say or do you make you feel wanted, to make you want to share your burdens?" I hear my heart break a little at the words, "Newt, it is not your problem, it's mine, but what I need you to understand is that I had to raise my sister and I from a very young age, I have grown very accustomed to zipping my lips and plastering on a smile. I will talk when I want to but sometimes I just need room." Newt's head rises from his chest, "Tina I understand, heck I basically raise myself as well," noticing my glare he hastily adds,"by my own choice of course, but I can't let you risk your neck while you are carrying our child, I don't want to lose you both."  "Newt I didn't know I wa-." "Tina you suspected and you left before telling me, do you know how scary it was to wake up and find you gone the bed cold?" There was fear and raw horror haunting his face at the memory. Newt swallows before continuing, "Do you know how it made me feel that you were ready to sacrifice yourself to Grindelwald, to by us a chance, I know you didn't expect to make it out alive ." My chest caves in a bit but I still make an incredulous noise, Newt rolls his eyes and faces me, "Tina look at me, look at me," I turn my head to find him shaking, "Tina you are my everything and I can't let go of you. We have you to thank for the killing of Grindewald but you still don't think you are worth it, you have sacrificed enough." He leans in closer, eyes glistening, BAM, I lurch forward smacking his head with mine as I lean forward from the pain in my stomach. He reeling back in shock rubbing his head, but he is smiling with faint amusement. "I'm so sorry, I think I got a cramp," I groan, rubbing my stomach. Newt just lets out a whisper of a chuckle, his side shaking with contained laughter. I poke him, "hey don't laugh that really hurt," but a chuckle starts to escape from my mouth, hurting my sore insides. Soon we are both in a fit of giggles, Newt laying down next to me. I breathe in sharp gasps of air, just to stop the ache in my ribs, just as my stomach gets another snitch of pain, in a different spot. "Newt put you hand on my stomach." He raises his eyebrows at the command but puts his hand beneath my shirt. I feel the pain again, and his eyebrows get impossibly higher, "did the baby just kick?"  I nod my eyes filling with happy tears, "Newt we are going to be parents!" He grabs me into a bone crushing hug, whispering in amazement, "I'm going to be a dad." 

Hi guys sorry this is so long, I have been extremely busy and haven't had anytime, hopefully you will forgive me after reading this fluff. I really missed writing and I can't wait to get back in my groove. See you guys next chapter, stay fresh cheese bags. (I know baby kicks don't hurt that much, but this is  a magical baby and it took Tina by surprise.)