I open the front door to a very packed living room.Everyone had red cups in their hands,are dressed up nicely with amazing make-up on and dancing to music thats being played very loud.
I step inside as my eyes try to find Jahseh in the big crowd.I start pushing through them hoping to come across a man with blonde and black dreads.The smell is weird,a mix of sweat and many types of alchohol.
I,now,find myself standing in the kitchen with people sitting on the counters and pouring more drinks.I eye Stokeley and I decide to talk to him.
"Hey...Stoke...Do you know where Jahseh is?" I say nervously hoping he doesnt ruin my outfit with vomit.
He points behind him.A big dark door that leads to what looks like a bedroom.Without hesitation,I walk up to it and try to listen in.
Pure silence.I knock on the door to hear the floor crunching in his room.The door slides a little open,but enough for me to recognize his gorgeous chestnut eyes.He slowly walks away leaving the door open.I take that as a 'come in'.
"Why are you hear all alone?" I ask lightly closing the dark door looking at him laying on the bed with blue sheets.
"I don't like parties." He says with no explanation.
"Why did you have one then?I mean if you dont like them,there's no reason to hold them." I say while sitting on his desk chair.
His computer screen lights up to a youtube page open.There was a song playing before I came in,I could see.
"Were you listening to something before I walked in?" I say facing him now sitting on the bed.
"Yes,wanna hear it?" He says quickly and is not standing next to me.
"Um..Sure" I say caught off-guard.
He presses the space button and walks to his dresser.
I should've let you know
That you're my only one
I knew you're feeling numb
I'll fuck you 'till you cum
Said I dont undetstand
How you dont got a man
You want me in your bed
'Cause I've been in your head..
(I dont wanna do this anymore by x,himself) my favourite song^
He picks up a cigarette and a little plate that stood under a mug as he dragged a chair next to me that sat next to his bedside table.He lights it as he analyses my facial expressions.
"Thoughts?" He said.
"I can say that I actually really like it." I say with a smile on my face.
He grins and takes a hit from his cigarette.He stares deep into my eyes before breaking the silence.
"Is this the first time you heard a song from this artist?" He says now looking down and his mouth corners being up and sharp.
"Yeah,why?" I asked confused as I furrow my eyebrows.
"Just asking,no big deal." He says as he puts out his cigarette and stands up again.
He walks towards his bed rather slowly,like a little tiny turtle as I proceed to watch him.He stands in front of his mirror as he runs his fingers through his dreads and smirking all over again.
"You an observer,huh?" He says looking at me in the mirror.
"N-No I just get lost sometimes." I flinch to his question and start playing with my nails to cover up the fact that I stared at him,that has no shirt on.
"Mhm." He says as he turns around to face me 'Craig,Vicky,You and I should hang out more.I feel like we would get along."
"You forgot Stoke." I say side-eyeing him.
"That nigga is always drunk or eating." He shrugs.
"So?Nigga you stay in a bedroom alone while a party is outside the door and we still fucking accept you."I say defensively.
"Baby calm down." He walks towards me and picks up my head and holds it by my chin.
I unsuccessfuly held in a smile that escaped my cheeks as he gave me one back.We hold the eye contact for a while before I speak up.
"Jah,let's go outside,let's have a little fun." I say still smiling.
"Nah,we good here." He says as hr motions me to stand up.
"Jah,please.I won't let you escape my side the whole time." I say reassuring him.
"Promise?" He says as he points out his pinky finger.
"Promise." I say as I entertwine my pinky with his.
I walk out the door with music digging its way to my ear drums.He grabs my hand so he doesnt loose me in the crowd and I smile to it.We go and sit in the kitchen and talk for a while.
○○Jahseh POV○○
I fucking hate parties.I can't stand many people around me and loud music so I usually just lock myself in my room.Tonight,I left it unlocked in case Aspen wanted to come in.
I hold them cause people tell me my parties are the best,and then question why I'm nowhere to be found.I don't like company of unfamiliar faces.I'm bad at getting to know people I'm not interested in.Many people call me a player,just because I had many girlfriends.I never cheated,and I never will.Loyalty,the tattoo on my jaw,should explain everything.People even dont believe the permanent ink on my skin.
I can't say that I dont love sex.I'm an addict.I love it.I want to do it every single day,but with the girl I love.I sometimes get desperate and fuck random girls just for fun,but not when I'm in a relationship.
She lead me to the kitchen counter and turned around to get some Henessy letting me get a view of her perfect body from behind.I like this girl,I want to make her mine,but I feel like she will hesitate.
She turned around to me smirking as she hands me a glass and presses her lower back to the counter.
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"I like your company." She says with a little drunk voice.
"Yeah?" I ask drunk.
"Maybe we can take this to bed.." She says wrapping her arms around my neck.
I smirk to her suggestion as I lead her to my bedroom.I drop her on her back on my bed as I go to lock the door.When I turn around her legs are wide open revealing her dark lingerie slowly driving me crazy.I smirk and power walk to her.I hover over her and our lips dance together to the gorgeous song from before still playing.I let her hand travel down my shirtless body as I press my lips harder against hers.I go up and take her clothes off leaving her with no bra but just panties.I smirk to myself as I go back down on her and swirl my tongue around on her sweet spot.Little moans escape her mouth as I let go and take off her panties.I drag my finger up and down her heat and I see her biting her lip.I pound my 2 fingers into it as she moans loudly.My fingers slam into her faster and faster before I let go making her furrow her brows at me.I slide down my shorts and boxers as I see her grin.
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"I just want to take you there
He don't got to know where
Does he touch you here like this?
Let me take the friction from your lips
And I'mma love you girl, the way you need
Ain't no one gon' stop us, ain't no one gon' stop us
And I'mma give you girl, what you feel
I'm the drug in your veins, just fight through the pain"
-What You Need by The Weeknd
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His Hostile Mind - xxxtentacion
FanfictionAspen is a social butterfly and a really gorgeous girl.She grew up in a quiet neighbourhood a few streets from a guy named Jahseh. If we go back in time,we can see them being friends until he started bullying her.She always had some type of feelings...
