His Hostile Mind - xxxtentacion

Chapter ~ Eighteen

I rested Jahseh on his bed and placed his phone on a reachable place.Me and mom decided I wont go to school for 2 weeks to help him out.She is so happy to see us alive,but she's worried for our condition.She said she hates that she let this happen and I feel like she thinks it's her fault.She insisted to hire a psychatrist for me.We almost had a fight over it.She thinks I'm traumatized from seeing him shot and beat up.That isnt a reason to hire a person that treats crazy people.

Jahseh is now sleeping and I decided that it's best for me to be in his room with him so I can give him everything he needs.My mom is fine with it and Jahseh is more than fine.

I kiss his forhead and look at the clock.It reads 11am,but we still go to sleep.I turn the lights off and cuddle up next to him making sure I dont touch his new shot wound.I feel his scent linger in my nose as I touch his warm skin.

Even though something bad happend,I'm still happy I'm next to him taking care of him.At least he is alive.If we were even 5 minutes late he would've lost too much blood.I sniffled as those thoughs flew through my mind.

"Baby don't cry.Im okay,you're okay..." Jahseh says.

"Jahseh go to sleep,you need to rest.," I say roughly.

He doesnt respond.Silence enters the room again as if we both passed out.

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"Come on kids,wake up.You need to sleep tonight as well." My mom enters and lifts the blinds.

"Noooooooooo.This reminds me of Middle school.Eww." Jahseh yells.

"Just a little more momm..." I say.

"No.You get up now." She pulls the covers from us.

I whine and slowly sit up.She ecits the room and I turn to look at Jahseh.One of his eyes is wide open and he's smiling widely.

"What's so funny?" I ask annoyed.

"Shower time." He says making my eyes go wide.

"But your cast-" I get cut off.

"The doc told me it was water-proof and you know I will need help in there so get in with me." He says.

"W-What?" I ask.

"Get in with me." He sits up grinning.

"Oh...Um...Sorry but-" I get cut off again.

"I already saw you naked and no one will walk in on us.I need help you dont want me falling to my death in the shower." He chukles.

"Alright." I say making his eyes darken.

He signals me to bring him the wheelchair and I do.I stroll him to the bathroom and he stands up.

"Wait wha?" I ask.

"It doesnt hurt when I stand but it does when I move." He says and I nod.

He takes his shirt off and I cant get myself together and not look at his sharp abbs.I run my hand over them comepletely exiting this world.He puts his hand over mine and I jump.

"Oh,um...Sorry." I say blushing.

"Nah princess dont be sorry." He says.

"You need help with your-" He cuts me off again.

"Yeah I do I cant bend over." He says smirking.

I sigh big time and pull his joggers down.Then his boxers.Boom.I stand up quickly trying not to open my eyes.

"Don't be embarrassed baby girl.You seen it already but you dont remember.Open your eyes cmon." He caresses my cheek.

I open my eyes and see him staring at me.

"Your turn." He smirks and let's me go.

I get undresses quickly and get into the shower.

"How about you help me walk in the shower?" He says chukling.

"Oh,right..." I walk out again trying not to stare at it.

When I got him in with me I turned my back to him trying not to face him while the water is on.I suddenly feel a grip on my ass and waist.

"Turn around baby." He says in a low voice with water spraying on our bodies.

I sigh to myself and turn around.He smirks while looking at me and pulls me closer.I can feel his erection growing.He kisses my lips pationally while his hands wander all over my body.

"You know we can't do this while you are hurt?" I say.

"But you can still help." He grins making his dark eyes pop.

I get down on my knees and touch his hard member.

"Ten inches?" I ask.

"Yep."

I nod and grip him and start kissing the top of it making him throw his head back.I lick the sides like it wasnt already wet enough from the water.I bop my head up and down staring him right in hid eyes.

He grabs the back of my head and starts lightly pumping.His groans are hearable only in the bathroom.Every minute he goes harder and harder.I go ahead and surprise him with taking his whole lenght in.He groaned loud enough for my mom to hear but we didnt stop.

He began to face fuck me hard tickling my gag reflex.I feel his member twitching in my mouth and his breathing change.

"Fuck...Aspen..." He groaned.

I knew he was close.Spitters are quitters.

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"This towel is yours,and this one is now mine" I say.

He still looks like he is affected by what happend 10 minutes ago.He looks very relaxed and smiley.

"I craved that for too long." He says.

"What?"

"I craved fucking you in any shape or form." He says making me startled.

"Oh...I guess me too." I say

"What is that supposed to mean?" He makes a weird face out of confusion.

"Just sit down." I say chukling.

"Whatever." He sits down and I push him to his room.

I pull out the first thing that I grabbed. "This is for you." I throwed it at him. "This also.And this is for me!" I yell grabbing one of his many revenge hoodies.

"Take it I have many." He says putting his hoodie on.

"Really?" I get excited.

"Yeah,I dont care." He says.

"Thank youuu!" I ran into his arms but the towel I had on falls off.

"Oh my god" We laugh it off.

I run to my room for underwear and run back to his.

"Dress me please." He rolls his eyes.

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I should've let you know, that you're my only one
I know you're feeling numb, I'll fuck you 'til you cum
Said, "I don't understand, how you don't got a man"
You want me in your bed, 'cause I've been in your head"

-I dont wanna do this anymore by XXXTentacion

(my favourite from him)

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