Revenge (Louis Tomlinson Love Story - Sequel to Just One Look)

Chapter 22 - Unsatisfied

A longer Chappie for you lot today :3 Enjoy xx

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Zayn's POV

I sat, shell-shocked and utterly surprised, on Bailey's bed, trying to understand the situation. What the hell had just happened? Did I really just kiss Bailey? No, it was the other way around. Did Bailey just kiss me?

Although it was wrong, I couldn't help but feel extremely pleased and satsfied with the events that had just played out. The girl I love, the one I thought I had no chance with, just kissed me. Does that mean there's hope for me? God, it felt so good to finally have her lips on mine, her body pressed against me. This is what I've wanted for years. Ever since I tried to kiss her back when we just met her.

It finally happened.

Then again... it did take Bailey a few years to kiss me. What if she did it because she felt sorry for me, or because I still disgust her, but she wanted to be a nice person? I could imagine her doing that - she has such a big heart and an amazingly kind soul. She probably knew exactly about the pain I was experiencing, and wanted to lessen it, if only at least slightly. She was trying to help a sad, desperate friend who reached out for her. I held my head in my hands.

As if she actually kissed you because she was attracted to you! HA, she did it because you're a pathetic disgusting bitch, and she didn't want you suffering as much because she's a damn good person, unlike you Zayn Malik.

"Zayn, why did Bailey just run out of the flat?" Liam's voice resonated from outside the open door to Bailey's room. I looked up at him with exhausted, agonized eyes, wishing I didn't have to explain everything again.

"Because I'm disgusting," was all I said, and let my head hang back down.

"Zayn, you are not, nor were you, nor will you ever be, disgusting, so don't say that."

"Well it's obviously true, if Bailey ran out after what she did," I muttered, but Liam caught on to my words and approached the bed I was still sitting on.

"Zayn, tell me what just happened. Get it off your chest."

"Well you know how Bailey just went up to her room after we were talking about who else was gone so I followed her to make sure she was alright but when she let me in she was sitting on her bed and she wanted me to sit next to her so I did but then she started crying and leaning on my chest and when she calmed down she looked up at me and all of a sudden she kissed me but I pulled back however she just kissed me again and since it was her who intitiated it it means that she must have wanted it too so I kissed her back and things were getting heated but all of a sudden she pushed me off and ran out of the flat and now I don't know where she went or what to do Liam please help me," I vented, throwing my head back into my sweaty hands. Liam looked at me with wide, shocked eyes, probably not expecting me to explode like that, and silence overtook the two of us for a few moments.

Look what you've done, Malik. Now not only Bailey, but also Liam thinks you're absolutely disgusting! Why did you have to open your damn mouth and tell him! He's going to tell Louis now, and completely ruin your friendship. You're a complete, disgusting idiot.

Liam's voice blew away all my pessimistic thoughts, however, as he clamped a hand down on my shoulder. "Zayn, mate, I really can't say that I like this situation or that it was right of you to kiss her, but I know how you feel about her and how hard it must be to have her so close, and yet so far away."

I nodded stiffly, refusing to look at him.

"I'm not going to tell Louis, because it's not my secret to tell, but you have to understand that Bailey is under extreme emotional stress and instability at the moment: her friends are being kidnapped one by one, but no one is doing anything about it. This situation is entirely messing with all of us, so you need to take that into account as well."