Epiphany || ksj || ✓

nineteen

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As soon as I left my room, I was met by Suga's smirk and his eyes full of amusement.
'Nice,' he chuckled, shaking his head as he patted me on the shoulder.
'What?' I snapped, throwing his arm off me.
He pulled his arm back in defence, still smirking.
'You could have at least been quiet about it,' He then said with a chuckle, throwing a glance at me over his shoulder.
His eyes died of amusement, slowly morphing into fear as it dawned on him that he had bothered me.
He had exactly three seconds until I would lose my temper.
3..
2..
1..
I chased after him, knocking a few things over as I ran around the small apartment.
Suga yelped out, jumping over the sofa, landing with a loud thud on the ground.
    'Please don't kill me!' He yelled as he picked up the tv remote in his hand, holding it out in front of him with both hands, his face set in distress.
     I glared at my housemate, a million thoughts of what I would do to him once my hands landed on him had begun to run through my mind.
     'In my defence,' Suga lowered the remote slightly, an amused smirk suddenly plastered on his face. 'I should be the one mad at you, I barely slept last night!'
     'I'm going to-'
     'What's going on?' A soft voice cut me off.
     I turned around so I was facing Sophia. I nervous look on her face as the realisation dawned over her of what happened.
     Suga began to chuckle lightly, his shoulders bouncing as he tried to subside his laughter.
    'Ah, shit.' I mumbled to no one in particular.
     Her cheeks were flushed pink, her long hair disheveled and brushing across her shoulders.
    She had her hands clasped together in front of her, her eyes glued to the floor boards as she tried to find the words to say.
    'I think,' she began, barley audible, 'I think I should go.'
    I wanted to say something, to ask her to stay. To make her breakfast or at least something so it didn't seem like it was just a one night stand.
    But that's exactly what it was.
     A one time thing.
     And I wasn't entirely sure if I regretted it or not.
    I slowly nodded, not looking at her, not knowing what else to say.
    If I asked her to stay, would that mean that I wanted her?
    We were both caught up in our emotions, she was upset and needed a distraction and I happened to be there.
     Sophia wrapped her arms around her body, her shoulders hung low as she slowly padded towards the front door, not saying anything.
     Her dark hair covered her face, making it hard to tell how she was feeling.
     'Don't feel ashamed about it!' Suga smiled, it was genuine, but his tone was full of cockiness. 'Seokjin's a great guy!' He leaned against the kitchen bench, his smile turning into his signature smirk. 'But you already know that, didn't you?'
     Sophia exhaled deeply, her shoulders had begun to shake slightly and I was wondering if she had started to cry.
    I took a step forward, my lips slightly parting.
    Before I could say anything, she had opened the door and left.
    I turned on my heel to face a grinning Suga.
    'What?' He mused, rolling his eyes. 'I was just letting her know that you're a good catch.'
     'Why do you have to be such a dick?' I spat out, meaning every word I said.
    Suga flinched back, his eyes going darker. He chuckled dryly, shaking his head.
    'Fine.' He said harshly before he made his way to the door, slamming it shut behind him.

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