Rewrite the Stars

Chapter 6

Masato's POV

At talagang pinahirapan pa ako ng babaeng iyon. Ang hirap ng test na ito. I took TOEIC test in Japan and I got 890 score. This is just a diagnostic test ,kayang-kaya ko ito.
My sweat just came in time.
Kainis.
" sir,do you have any problem?"
wika ng teacher nag-administer sa test.
" I'm tired. So I can't think well."
" Please tell me if you need anything sir."
" thank you. By the way,is Ms. Yuan strict in this school?"
" Hmm..honestly sir,she doesn't like to have mistake. So we need to work hard."
" okay..scary."
" do you know her sir?"
" yes,I met her before. "
"That's lucky. You know what sir,no man speaks with her because of her strong personality."
" weew..really..tsk."
" anyway,sir,please go on with your test because she's here."
Kinabahan ako bigla. Nagfucos na ako sa questionnaire.
" Yuan,it's difficult."
" Then go back to Japan."
"Tsk. I want to be with you."mahina kong sabi. Nanlaki ang mga mata nito.
" Mr. Watanabe if you don't have anything to do please spare me."
"Please forgive me" mahina kong sabi. Natigilan ito. Napangiti ako.
"Please forgive me ,okay?"
" No."
" okay, Do you know how long I would stay here?"
"You're having a test. Mr."
" I would stay here a month so everyday I will disturb you and I'll always tell you how much you mean to me."
" stop it."
" you go now. I prefer talking to you later. I have to deal first with grammar. It's difficult you know?"
She put her hands at the back of my head.
" I'm angry." she pretended to smile because everyone is looking at us.
" yeah..see you later."
Itinuon ko na ang atensyon sa test.
I'm tired. I want to sleep. Masakit ang ulo ko. I finished the reading part tapos hindi ko na itinuloy ang writing test.

I went back to my room. I checked my emails.

Sir,
Good morning.
How is Ms. Yuan? I think you both meet already. I'd like to inform you that our proposal from the investors where approved and ready to go. We can start the project next moth. So enjoy your stay there. Bring home the beacon.

Suri.

I smiled. Yes!
This project is really big. This is dollar.
I slept.

Almost an hour din akong natutulog.
Mamaya pa ang klase ko with her. Napangiti ako.
I have only three classes.

I went out eat my lunch. Malaki ang Three stars Language school. May dormitory para sa mga estudyanteng gustong magstay malapit sa school. May Japanese and Korean restaurant sa building. Maganda ang landscape. May malaking fountain sa gitna ng dalawang building. Many foreigners were staying in that area because of the shade.
Pumasok na ako sa restaurant. Naabutan ko siyang pumila sa may counter.
" One fruit salad please."wika nito.
" make it two miss." I said.
Ngumiti ang nasa cashier.
"Here's the money."
Ibinigay ko na sa staff.Kinuha nito ang tray na may two bowls of fruit salad. It's my first time to eat that salad.
Umupo na ito sa bakanteng table.
"Are you hungry,aren't you?"
"No"
" okay. "
Kumain na ito.
"I don't want to stay in your room during our class. I want to go anywhere."
" No."
" Don't teach me with your theories. Let's have application immediately. "
" I won't go out."
" okay fine. I will stay in your room."
" if your late 5 minutes,no more class. I don't like waiting. Did you get my point?"
" yes."
" now prepare yourself. 1:00 will start our class."
" grr..I don't like it."
"I'm going"
Nauna na itong tumayo at umalis na.
"I'm a CEO but I can't tame her."

Bumalik ako sa kwarto ko.
My knee is fine already. Halos araw-araw ay may physical therapy ako para mabilis ang recovery nito.

I prepare my notebook and pen.

At exactly 1 ,I went out. Pumasok na ako sa room niya. The room is cozy. May maliit na mesa at whiteboard.

" Good afternoon."
" Good afternoon. Welcome to my class."
" Thank you."
"Now,let's start."
She started her class. It was amazing. I learned new words today and I can share my ideas.
After an hour,we have a break. Tumayo siya.
"I'll be back after 20 minutes."
"Okay."
I lay down on the floor. Ipinikit ko ang mga mata ko at parang gusto ko ng matulog.

I missed her the way she comb my hair. I miss her very much.

Bumukas ang pintuan.

"No one will sleep in my room."
" Can I go back to my room?  Anyway, my purpose of coming here is not the class it's you."

" okay you go."

"Can you talk to me the same way like before?"
" no it will not happen."
" why?"
" don't ask me."
Umupo ito sa  kabilang panig ng room.
I got up.
"I'm sorry. What would I do so that you'll forgive me."
" nothing or you can go back to Japan."
My tears began to fall.
" why?why are you doing this to me?"
" I don't know. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. "
" I'm hurt. My heart is painful." Umiyak na ako sa harapan niya. Ewan ko ngayon lang ako nagkakaroon ng lakas na loob para sabihin yung nadarama ko

"You can go back to Japan tomorrow. We can make a refund."
" why you push me away? You don't have any feelings for me?"
" yes"
Sumikip yung dibdib ko bigla.
" am I too hard to love by someone.?"
"You can find someone else."
Masakit ang dibdib ko.  I looked at her. She's crying too.
" You love me too right? "
"Go back to Japan. Please."
" Yuan,I want to be with you."
" we can't be together. You can't be happy with me."
"Give me your reasons."
" I am boring person. I don't know how to manage any relationship. And I can't give you a child in the future."
" Yuan."
" please,don't force yourself to me. You'll not be happy with me."
"Yuan,I don't care if you are boring. Me too. I am. I don't know how to manage relationship because I don't have one back then. And I don't care if you can't give me a child.I just want to be with you."
" Masato. "
" Please let's try."
" No "
" please."