just a little something from me to you

Don't give up

I titled this chapter don't give up because that's the way I had been feeling lately and I didn't want to feel that way but so much had been happening in my life where as though I had no fight in me but as of this night April 21 2019 RESURRECTION Easter Sunday I decided I can keep on this self destructive path or I can fight.Fight for my health fight for my children and fight for my mind body and soul so I have decided to fight and some of the things that I have let consume me is I been on all kinds of healthy lifestyle journeys an written books about my journey twice and it wasn't for naught because I did lose weight and did find peace while I was on my journey but when life threw me some big curve balls I went right back to eating bad gained what I had lost back and found myself mentally and physically and spiritually drained but I don't know what it was exactly that made me not wanting to give up maybe that today really meant something to me because Jesus died and rose up on this Sunday morning or just looking at my two teenagers and five grandkids im raising and wanting to see them all grow up and wanting them to not go through diabetes like me like my mom and my grandma and great grandma because I know with changing the way we eat and drink that generational curses can and will be broken so the title don't give up is mostly for me and anyone who feel like given up please don't find something find one or two things that you want to fight for and you fight you pray you meditate you do whatever it takes but don't I say don't give up because God never give up on us