ATEEZ IMAGINE

ATEEZ

After watching tv for what seems like years, the boys came back. "Good job today boys." I heard Hongjoong say. I turn and saw them walking in with smiles. "Hi!" I yelled with a smile. "Y/n?" Seonghwa questioned. "Yes, thats my name." I said, i looked at Yeosang and San. It seemed like they both cursed under their breath. "Seems like i wasnt suppose to be here." I said awkwardly chuckling. "I told you it was canceled." Yeosang said — trying to stay calm. "Right... sorry. Ill get going." I said. "Wait." Hongjoong said. I looked at him. "Yes?" I asked. "Its late. Stay over the night." He said. "Now that you're here, and its almost time for dinner. So, stay for it and you can stay over the night." He continued. "Oh... sure. I have to text Haneul." I said taking my phone out and texting her saying im not going to be home tonight. "Yunho... take her to her room." Hongjoong said. "I'll do it." Yeosang said. Which Hongjoong agreed to.

While everyone else seemed to be going to their own places, me and Yeosang stayed. "Lets go then." He said before walking away. "You know... I can find it myself. I've been here a lot of times." I said. "I know. But you know how Hongjoong is. And he is gonna be more strict and harsh, now that you know." Yeosang said. Then it was silent. "What did you guys do?" I asked once we entered a hall. "The usual." He answered. With that i nod. "San... i told him." I said. "What was his reaction?" He asked. Instead of telling him the reaction, i told him how everything went down.

We stopped in front of the door to my room. "And now here we are." I finished off the story. Yeosang nodded his head. "Get comfortable, dinner is in an hour." He said before leaving. "You're just gonna leave like that?" I asked. "Yup." He said turning the corner. I opened the door. The familiar layout of the room sinking in, the one plushie that San gave me to cuddle with still on the bed, the book i still havent finished also on the bed, my clothes and shoes in its place. Nothing changed. I closed the door, taking a deeper look at the room. The speakers, that i left during the summer, is still on the empty chair. More books that i forgot to finish reading was on the table. Then right next to it a picture of me and my parents. I smiled and took off my sneakers. I laid on the bed and scrolled through my feed — to pass time.

After the maid came to tell me dinner was ready, i got up and put on my sneakers. I walked out of my room and made my way to the dining room. Passing each room, I see the members getting out of their rooms one by one. Yeosang was the last i saw, he was next to me. He slowed down his pace, which made me slow mine down. Everyone was out of sight. "San said he isnt coming down for dinner." Yeosang said. "Where is he?" I asked. "In his room." Yeosang answered. We made it into the dining room and sat down on the empty chairs. Leaving only one chair left. "San wont be joining us. But the maids did bring him food." Hongjoong said looking at me, to which i nod at. "Now lets begin eating." He said.

After everyone finished, they left one by one. Only ones left was me, yeosang, and Hongjoong. "Y/n..." Hongjoong started. Yeosang let out a sigh. "I told you guys we shouldve told her from the beginning." Yeosang mumbled. "I know... but since you now know. You cant tell anyone." He said. I nod my head. "I would never tell anyone. Hell, even if i knew before nothing wouldve changed. But finding out after a few years of being friends, i feel like ive been lied to my whole life." I admitted. The two stayed quiet. A knock interrupted the silence. "Sir, Seonghwa wants to speak with you." A maid said looking at Hongjoong. Me and Yeosang looked at Hongjoong. "Ill be there soon." He said and with that the maid left. "I've seen how you are when something or someone dies... you have no feelings... no emotions. And you are really strong." Hongjoong said. Yeosang quickly stood up. "We cant do that." He suddenly said. "She already knows. And she can help us." Hongjoong said. "I dont think i can... i may seem like i have no feelings. But i have a lot." I mumbled. "You didnt see how her face was when she was telling me what happened. She was scared, she was sad, this can fuck her up." Yeosang said. "We will talk about this with the others. Now go to your rooms." He said, dispatching us.

Me and Yeosang walked next to eachother. "Do i have to join?" I suddenly asked. "No... it fucked all of us up. We cant let you get fucked up." He said. "I'm sure the others agree with me. So, you most likely wont join." He continued. I nod my head in response. We stood infront of my door. "What if i train myself to not have feelings... i can help you guys." I said. "No!" He yelled. Which scared both of us. "Sorry... i just..." he paused. "I dont want you to be in danger." He continued. "Take a nap, Hongjoong might tell a maid to take you to us." He said leaving. I watched his figure leaving. I entered my room and sighed.

After laying down, i felt myself drifting asleep. Only to be awoken by a knock. "Come in." I said. "Mr.Choi wants you in his room." A maid said. "Which one?" I asked chuckling. "Mr.San." She answered. "Can you come with me?" I asked her. She came in and closed the door. "You seem scared?" She said, but it sounded like a question. "Do i? Sorry, i just forgot my way through here." I lied. She nod her head. After putting my shoes on, me and the maid made our way to Sans room.

I was hesitant to open the door. "Its alright. If anything, ill be in the other rooms." She said leaving me. I took a deep breath in and out. The door then opened. "Oh... i was just about to go meet up with the others." He said. "Well... im here." I said with a small chuckle. "Stay here, ill be back soon." He said leaving the room. I entered the room and laid down, playing with all his plushies.

After a few minutes, San came in. "Come with me." He said, in a tone i havent heard before from him. Was it sad? Was it worried? I dont know... but whatever it was, it seems like im about to receive some bad news.

Continuation of the last chapter. I tallied up all the votes and yeosang won, so i will be doing that. Anyway, i take requests so if anyone wants anything just comment or message me hehe.