My Brother's Best friend ( One Direction fanfic )

At the end of the road

Chapter 13

Could I be dreaming? Or is this real? Am I alive? Or am I dead? I’m walking in dull tunnel and at the end there’s the light, I keep on walking but suddenly I hear someone calling my name, it was Liam, I could hear him say my name but faintly, ‘’Please come back, don’t die now, you are still young, I don’t want to lose you, not yet’’ he was saying, something like pulled me towards the light, I was getting closer to it, but then I saw a woman wearing white, she looked sweet, ‘’follow your brothers voice, it’s not your time yet’’ she said sweetly and directed me away from the light back to entrance of the tunnel.

‘’She’s awake, she’s awake’’ I heard as I slowly opened my eyes, the light that was coming from the window was hurting me, how long I’ve been asleep? Or I wasn’t asleep? What’s going on!?

A hand squeezed mine, I tried to squeeze it back but I didn’t find the energy too, the upper part of my arm was itching and hurting, I moved my head to the side and looked at my arm, it was stuck to loads of machines and stuff, drips into my arms, I’m terribly afraid of needles, drips and that sort of stuff, I tried to move but the nurses held me and didn’t let me move, then it occurred me, the baby! ‘’Is my baby going to live?’’ I asked to the doctor who had just arrived, he looked at me and by the way he looked, I didn’t like it, I started crying, I wanted to get out of that miserable hospital bed but I couldn’t.

Later that week I was discharged out of hospital and went back home but not back in America, at Charlotte’s, her and Liam wouldn’t let me go back since I was still vulnerable, so I was moving at Charlotte’s for a while till I will get better. ‘’I hope you will feel comfortable here, if you need anything just tell me and I will be right with you’’ she said as we entered the house, ‘’it’s Ok, don’t worry, I am fine .. really’’ I said ‘’Ok’’ she said and went to the kitchen, then she came back, ‘’are you sure you don’t want anything?’’ she said to be sure, I stared at her for a minute and a tear slipped down my face, I turned my face away and whispered, ‘’I want Niall’’.