Will I ever?

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Chapter 10

‘’Hey’’ Liam said eagerly as he saw me and Lottie, he hugged me and her, I looked at Niall and he was looking at me, we made eye contact for a while but then I broke the contact because I was feeling uneasy, you see the hilarious thing was that me and him never had a proper conversation, the only time we spoke was when he broke my camera and the morning after that night when I went all SS melo drama on him and I’m already pregnant with his child! Funny,right?

I wasn’t sure if I’d tell Liam since he was my brother and all but I was afraid he’ll tell Niall and I didn’t want that! Yes I was acting like a bitch because it was his child but I didn’t want to ruin his career, then in 10 years if they meet or something by coincidence and somehow they figure everything out, I would say surprise or something and would figure something out but now was not the future but the present and in the present this is the best thing to do, and besides he was 3 years younger than me and he was too young to be a dad at the best of life, ‘’Age is just a number’’ I heard and looked at whom said it, it was Harry! Is he a physcic or a mind reader? Of course it would be Harry saying things like these!

‘’I agree with Harry on this one, when it’s love, it’s love, you can’t stop it, no matter if your 3 years younger or older’’ Niall said looking directly at me! Seriously? Did I just talk out loud or something? ‘’aren’t we supposed to ride on these rides?’’ charlotte said, it’s like she knew this was getting awkward for me! ‘’Um I’m not getting on any rides but you go and have fun, I’ll sit down on a bench and watch you’’ I said, sure the baby was not on my wish list or I wanted it, I wanted a child of course because it was a beautiful thing but I wasn’t ready for it now! But I wasn’t going to harm it on purpose in any way. ‘’oh, why?’’ Louis asked disappointed, ‘’she’s afraid of heights’’ Liam said and looked at me smiling,

I smiled back, ‘’that’s Ok, you won’t be alone love, I’m afraid of rollercoasters, I’ll join you’’ Zayn told me, ‘’Ok, good’’ I smiled, from behind Niall, I saw something covered in pink, glitters and more pink! As it came closer I noticed she was a girl wearing LOADS of pink and posh accessories.

With her blond hair blowing in the wind, she looked like Barbie was her twin sister or she came out straight out of a Barbie play doll set! She hugged Niall and kissed him on the cheek, ‘’who’s this girl?’’ I thought, I didn’t like her, she looked like a Barbie queen! ‘’hey Lindsay’’ Niall said not looking pleased, I scanned her from head till toe and I didn’t like her even more! She looked at me and made a disapproving look as well.

‘’They look like they’re having fun’’ Zayn told me as we were watching the others on the rollercoaster, ‘’yeah, let them have fun, were still young’’ I said, ‘’Can I have your advice on something please?’’ he asked ‘’of course’’ I told him, I turned so I was looking at him, he cleared his throat, ‘’when you like a girl, but really like a girl and you want to be with her but you are afraid because you think she will only be with you because of fame and money not because she really wants you, what would you do?’’ he said ‘’well, first of all, I would like a boy not a girl’’ I said and he laughed, ‘’I know, I’m talking about me’’ he said smiling ‘’yeah, I know haha, well I would take a chance, if she would want you for your money we will see that and open your eyes immediately because we are true friends, but I will tell you this for sure, if you really like her, tell her, don’t let the chance pass by or be a bit cruel to her because if you do, it will kill you from the inside and you will regret it’’ I said looking at Niall with tears threatening to fall from my eyes.

‘’you like him don’t you?’’ he asked, ‘’it’s more than that, it’s complicated Zayn’’ I told him, ‘’he likes you too you know’’ he said, I sighed and turned my gaze to Zayn, ‘’yes I do know’’ I said, he smiled ‘’thank for the advice Em, I go call her’’ he said, ‘’good luck’’ I told him before he got up and went to a more quiet area, I fixed my look on the view that was before me, the sky was bright blue, the balloons were stuck to the floor going up so high in the sky, a happy beautiful family was laughing and having a good time, just the three of them, the mother, the father and their child, I couldn’t help wondering, will I ever have a family like that?

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