My Brother's Best friend ( One Direction fanfic )

The Opposite

Chapter 16

Ever felt like giving up on everything? Or like people are avoiding you and you feel like a nuisance and you are living for nothing?

Depressing isn’t it! Everybody for these past months I have been feeling like this and I’m fed up of it. Every day the boys and Charlotte asks me if I’m Ok and I just my shoulders and lock myself in my room.

It was a stormy day and I was sitting on the small bench beneath my window watching every drop hit the window and slide down slowly before it vanished. The door creaked, I didn’t want to look, a pair of hands snaked down my waist and his head rested on my shoulders, he kissed my cheek and a small smile twisted on my lips. He always made me feel special and he always made butterflies arise in my stomach, no matter what.

‘’what’s wrong babe?’’ he asked softly, ‘’nothing’’ was all I could say, when he asked me, I wanted to tell him everything but it’s not that I didn’t want to tell him, but I couldn’t, I don’t know why, it’s like that I wanted to tell him so many things that it was not possible to say them, so I would every time escape like a chicken with a simple ‘’nothing’’ which left everyone hanging.

I heard him sigh in expiration, his hands slid back into his pockets. I felt a sudden rush of coldness, he kept me warm. He sat on the bench opposite to me, I looked at him for the first time since he came into the room.

He looked worried, the shine in his eyes dimmed, he stared at me and I stared back at him. ‘’what’s happening to you?’’ he asked me, ‘’I don’t know’’ I replied looking back into the outside world, he put his hands into mine ‘’look at me Em’’ he said, I looked at him, tears streaming down my face. ‘’you haven’t talked to anyone in ages! Everyone is so worried about you, and I am no less, I care about you... heaps!’’ he said, ‘’I know, I can’t explain what’s happening but I feel like everyone is avoiding me and that I am useless!’’ I said, ‘’nobody is ignoring you and you are not useless! Everybody loves you!’’ he said, I bowed my head leaving my hair fall down, he tucked away a few strands that were covering my face, and lifted my face, ‘’can’t you see that I am crazy about you? Emily, there isn’t another girl that I like so much! I love you and all your little things.’’ .