Until my dying day

Chapter 13 The Letter

"I know , by the time you read this letter, im gone...

Gusto ko lang sabihin sayo na I feel very lucky and thankful to God that i had a friend like you..

I would also like you to know that, i had left something inside...

Something i kept from you all these years..

mahal kita Brent.

Not in a friendly way but as one who would feel na i-spend ang buong buhay ko sayo.

I have always loved you even from the start.

I guess its just bloomed each day.

When you are away di ako tumitigil sa pag iyak.. because i was afraid to think t hat you are with another girl.

So many things I did, so that you will learn to love me but i never saw a hint.

When Jerald and I broke up, i came crying.

Gusto kong malaman kung pano ka mag rereact para malaman ko kung mahal mo rin ako.

But i failed, for you didnt give me any clue.

Nung binigyan mo ako ng bulaklak and sinabi mo na I'm the loveist girl in the whole world. Di mo alam kung gano ako kasaya nung gabing yun.

Inisip ko baka naman may chance na mahalin mo rin ako.

Nung pumunta sakin si Jerald nung gabing kumuha ka ng drinks for us...

I was scared that you might see as talking, i didnt want you to get the wrong impression.

Kaya hinila ko sya sa malayo

There I explained that its you...

Whom i really love.

Next thing I know, wala kana sa school, I just concluded that you saw us together.

The next day, i tried na ipaliwanag sayo kung ano nangyari last night but you never gave me a chance to do so.

Now saying I love you might be too late but still i want you to know that i will always love you, my heart has always been and will be yours.

Think of me sometimes and lagi mong tatandaan...

That loving you was the best thing that ever happened in my life."

Nanlumo ako sa aking nabasa. Pag sisisi ang aking nadarama.. at dadalhin ko to habang buhay.. kung sinabi ko nuon na mahal kita sana naging tayo. Kung binigyan kita ng chance para kausapin ako.Sana naging mas masaya pa tayo. I was so selfish.

Gusto kong sumigaw ng malakas hanggang maubusan ako ng boses, gusto kong magwala. Gusto kong sabihin sayo na mahal na mahal kita Jacky. You will always be in my heart, i will always love you Jack until my dying day.

-*END*-