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"And then he just acted like nothing happened. He also said you were the one with the firearm on campus." I told Ryan.

He was sitting across from me on my bed and I could make out the surprise on his face in the dimmed light. It was just us two, Tang was fast asleep in her section of the dorm.

"He's coming after me then."

I nodded. "Which probably means he isn't a victim."

"Just like I said."

"Well did you get rid of the gun?"

He shook his head "The bastard locked it so I hid it in my dorm."

I placed my head in my hands "that's exactly what he wants. Any second now he can tell the councel to check in your room."

Ryan leaned against the wall "I don't think he will, I think he just wants to shut us up. To have a card up on us."

I nodded "Finally using your brain huh?"

He smiled. "Only around you. So what are we going to do? I don't think I should play around with this waiting game. Turn him in?"

I still didn't want to see him go. He was so mysterious and he had a way of bringing out all these passionate emotions whether it be anger or something else from me. If Mr.Jung was dangerous avoiding him wasn't going to be enough. He needed to go. "Yeah. Let's just end this whole thing and focus on us. I've heard some things I want to address, but I've been so occupied with Mr.Jung."

Ryan looked away. "He may not've done anything but he did have a gun on campus and now he's trying to blame it on me. That should be enough to put him away. I'll talk to the principal tomorrow morning."

I nodded "Thanks Ryan."

He looked down then at me "and Esme, there's no one else okay? It's just you and me. I don't know what you've heard but don't let my old reputation scare you. You think I'd sneak into some evil man's dorm for some side hoe? Heck no. It's all you baby." He told me while leaning in to kiss me.

I smiled into the kiss thankful he put my mind at ease, while ignoring all the other signs that he was lying.

He removed his shirt and this time I didn't push away.

He started kissing me slowly and he pushed me gently onto the bed where he could easily climb on top of me.

His lips moved down towards my neck and he started feeling up my legs, however my mind was elsewhere.

I couldn't get my teacher's name out of my head and I wasn't exactly enjoying what has happening especially since I worried again about Ryan cheating on me.

"Wait." I said ordering him to a hault.

"What?" He breathed almost frustrated, he continued to removed his belt, then pants.

"Wait, Ryan— just stop. I don't want this right now."

He glared at me "Why? Do I not attract you? Why don't you ever want to have sex?!"

I blinked at him surprised at his temper "Because I don't want to get pregnant around this time of year, or maybe it's because I still feel like you're cheating on me." I told him.

He rolled his eyes "You won't, you take those. And I already told you that's not true." He pointed to a bottle of pills on my dresser.

"That's for acne and period cramps. And why do you always hide you're phone?"

"It still does the trick, and I don't."

I sighed "I just don't want to, not until I figure out if you're the right one."

He scoffed "That's BS. Now shut up and just kiss me okay?"

I move away from him. "No, I don't want to."

He grabbed my wrist "Esme cut it out." He warned.

I yanked my arm from his grip and now I stood up. "I said no!"

Ryan made no hesitations.

He stood up and pushed me back into the bed this time more aggressively. He pinned both my wrist to the sides of my face and his grip was so tight I thought he'd snap my arms.

"Just relax." He cooed into my ear as I felt him fiddling with my shorts.

I kicked against him but he was too strong. His weight pressed upon me was suffocating.

"Help!" I shrieked over and over.

He tried to get me to shut up but when I wouldn't he got off of me. Pissed.

"ITS BECAUSE OF MR.JUNG ISNT IT YOU SLUT?!" He screamed-hissed in my face right before someone barged into my dorm.

It was two teachers. "Mrs.Avery, and Mr.Jung."

Ryan slumped against the wall when he saw them.

"We heard someone screaming for help." Mrs.Avery, my art professor explained. "Young man you are not supposed to be in here."

I clutched the bed covers around my body so they couldn't see I wasn't fully dressed.

Mr.Jung rushed over to me. "Did he hurt you? Are you okay?"

It was the first time I detected concern in his voice and expression. Although I still didn't know I could trust him, at the moment I felt like crying into his shoulder. I almost got raped.

As if Mr.Jung could read my mind he gently pulled me into a hug when the tears I was holding back started to flow. I was shaking and cold, his warmth was comforting. There was only a bedsheet between us, I could feel his heartbeat.

"Is she alright?" Mrs. Avery asked rushing over to my side.

"Did he hurt you?" Mr.Jung asked me calmly, pulling away from me although I wasn't ready to let go I did.

I looked down at my wrist that were a deep red from how hard he was gripping. They would surely be bruised tomorrow morning.

"I think so."

Mrs.Avery stood up and so did Mr.Jung when Tang walked out of her dorm.

"Is something wrong?" She asked sleepily.

Mrs.Avery walked over to Tang irritated "You didn't hear your friend screaming for help? She could've gotten raped tonight."

Tang's mouth dropped. "I'm so sorry, I listen to the ocean on a loop with my soundproof headphones at night because it reminds me of home."

Tang rushed over to me to give me a hug and that's when I didn't want to be babied anymore. I didn't want Mr.Jung to see me looking so fragile.

"I'll be fine." I told her.

"Esme I'm truly sorry about what happened and I assure you he will be taken care of, but unfortunately we'll have to be speaking with the both of you tomorrow." She told me.

I nodded. It was dumb letting him in my dorm after curfew. And I was dumb for trusting him, I know he was cheating on me I just felt it. I was too distracted, or maybe because I didn't care as much as I should've, to do anything about it.

Being close to Mr.Jung felt right. Having him concerned about me felt incredible. So why wasn't it the same for Ryan? Was it my fault for making him wait? He had been a good boyfriend, well maybe to my face.

Regardless, I couldn't forgive him for what he did tonight. Whether he cheated on me on not I didn't care, he crossed the line.

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A/N: Hey beautifuls that are still here! I hope you are enjoying my story so far and if you wouldn't mind I'd love to get feedback on what can be improved, what you look forward to, what you don't like. Etc. Thank you for reading and voting! Love you all!

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