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Female #13: Lucinda 'Cee/Cinn' Ebony [BertaIsAwkward] *DEAD*

Full Name: Lucinda 'Cee/Cinn' Ebony

Pronunciation: ---

Age: 15

Gender: Female

Appearance: Lucinda has black hair that reaches down to her armpits, and comes with a side-fringe that she sweeps over one of her eyes. And her eyes are the strangest thing- Lucinda has heterochromia, meaning one eye is different from the other- one is a sickly yellow (which is the one hidden behind her fringe) the other a deep sea green with specks of gold. Her eyesight is horrible- but her glasses kept sliding onto her silver nose ring, so she now wears contacts. She also has another ring through her thin, pink lips, and three on both ears. Her skin is ghostly pale, and it isn't complemented with the over-sized black band shirts and ripped trousers she wears. Lucinda is tiny- only barely 156 cm's, with tiny, doll-like limbs.

Personality: Lucinda is quite an unexpected surprise with her personality. She is going through the late 'Oh-I-Am-So-Random' phase, mixed with the 'Everything-And-Everyone-Is-Dead-To-Me'. So in happy moments, she spurts jokes, says random words, and calls herself 'Cee'. When feeling depressed, angry, or even sad, Lucinda refers to herself as 'Cinn', adding to the thoughts that she might have personality issues. She has a quick temper, but doesn't hold grudges. She's creative, but holds it inside, because she doesn't want to be in the centre of attention. And she's shy- but outgoing. It's pretty much the hardest thing to do to tell what Lucinda's real personality is- but Cinn is getting more power and being 'host of the body' for longer.

Background: Lucinda was born to a single mother, who bore her as a young adult in University. She couldn't bear to keep her, so she named Lucinda, and gave her to an orphanage. Since then, Lucinda hasn't met her birth mum, but has had more or less fifteen foster parents since.

Nowadays she lives with her long-time (two year) foster parents, Auntie Tanya and Uncle James. They are middle aged, know nothing about teens, and let her do/get anything and everything she wants. Which would make her a pretty spoilt brat if Cee didn't exist, because most of the time, she stops Cinn just in time.

She started to become confused by her personality when she was adopted by Tanya and James, and 'matured into her random/emo" phase three years too late. Not that it's bad she's immature, it just makes it easier for Tanya and James to take care of her.

Cee's biggest dream is to someday, meet her biological mother, and ride away on a rainbow unicorn. Cinn's biggest dream is not as happy- she wants to die young. And maybe, they will.

Fears: Lucinda's fears include losing the other side- she doesn't want to become 'just Cinn' or 'just Cee'. She wants to stay like this till she dies. She fears being hated on by society, rejected, so to say, and she will do almost anything to be looked upon as another mature woman, not a girl. And Lucinda's final fear, though not really meaningful, because it is just the opposite of Cee's dream- that she will never meet her true mother, because she either died, or is to embarrassed to be seen with her.