Assalam-o-Alaikum, I'm so happy :D and as far I'm writing. It's taking more energy :/ that I imagined. Please! I know I've silent readers. I do. Don't stay shy, atleast press that vote button. It will be my happy day.
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DAY 3
The next day we explored more places, and it was hell a lot of fun. We were feeling a little down. Due to a lack of sleep. But it flew away as soon as we visited new colourful places—we enjoyed it to fullest. Nobody came to know about our little night out; The day before today. So it was all good. We didn't get any scolds from teachers and detention.
About Him. He behaved a little more advance after that rainy night. He would stare at me endlessly. I really like the way I catch him looking at me secretly, and when I look he would instantly smile and look away.
He was cute. But why does he keep staring at me? I was embarrassed. And he was enough to take my breath away.
It felt so good and jittery, my heart shivering. I was unable to think and behave properly with him always around me. Was that some kind of crush points?
That you behave like a proper bashful teenager.
Like seriously, since the time I met him. I was always in bad situations. First in the jungle. I had always been so much into telling Hania how she could possibly get in trouble. Does she not have a mind at all and senses too?
But after the three full memorable and embarrassing encounters left me silent. Like hey! Ohkay, it happens with people.
And I'm sure Hania would be so happy to know about my new thinking revolution. At least I wouldn't be able to tease her anymore.
I kept ignoring his stares, which sped fast my heart beat. Was those illustrations? Was I overreacting? But I was helpless to feel that way. To whom should I share my new found feelings?
Shall I share with my besties, or wait for this small crush to get over with its hangover? So I kept quiet.
Finally the day came to an end, and we were tired of our ashes. As soon as we entered in our room, we scattered around like tired honey's.
"Well today was a memorable day!? " I heard Hadiya. I tiredly hummed in return.
I locked the room, and threw my bag on the coffee table.
A long exhausting day.
I walked inside the bathroom to get a hot shower. It was so relaxing, and all my tensed muscles got calm and back to normal.
Coming out I noticed Sajal was already in bed Hadiya too. I was feeling a heavy doze of sleep. I quickly prayed Isha. Changed into my night clothes and pulled myself under the comforter and closed my eyes.
I thought about my whole day. I don't know, but my mind was stuck on his words.
"Maybe!" His sweet voice rang in my mind.
What was he going to say? My mind was restless. I was curious to know. It irritated me.
His face is mostly clear from any emotion, as he always puts on a straight face. I was confused when I first met him. He was teasing me like some lovesick. And the very other moment— nothing. It was getting on my nerves that I did not get his true intentions.
I tried hard like really hard to throw him out of my mind but my heart was so stubborn.
Still, I wanted to keep a distance. I was afraid of my own unknown feelings. Those feelings I didn't know where they were leading me. Tossing and turning around in confusion, with much difficulty I fell asleep.
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