Lost Without You

Chapter 24: He Left Me, Again

AOA, Okay alot of you might find this chapter boring, well sorry you gonna have to cooperate with me for next few chapters. Enjoy!

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First thing I felt when my brain started to function; that my head pains frequently and tremendously, like if someone has put something insanely heavy inside my brain, and now it's squeezing and twisting my cerebrum.

I fighted against my willpower and tried hard to open my eyes - despite the lack of response I had in my flesh.

Slowly, I opened them and met with canary color room, drunk by darkness at corners. The room was lit up with nightstand lamp by my side. The drowning curtains informed me that it was midnight.

Looking around I found nothing, still scrutinizing my eyes to blink on something specific. 'Where's he?' And just with that question all the recent events which took place in early morning came rushing back - along with painful tears.

Tears welled up in my eyes. My heart sped fast at his absence and looked around helplessly. I was feeling extremely weak - having no reason. Even looking at something seems like a big deal. I felt gagged all over the body.

Shrugging it off, I searched for him: looked for my phone but it was not there. "Maybe he would be down." I thought, because nobody can put me on bed than him. But where is he?

I got up ponderously. The eagerness to see and talk with him, got the best out of me, as I dragged my weak frame towards the bathroom door.

I felt stupid for feeling retching, because it was clueless I had only fainted.

Whateverso, the bathroom was empty inside. Then, decided to check downstairs, when my head jerked up towards the door as it fell ajar. I got scared and anxiety and my heart skyrocketed.

"Oh! you awake. Sorry, I went down to get something to eat." Aayla appeared much to my disappointment, holding a tray containing variety of food. Meanwhile, carefully balancing the tray and closing the door back, as she spoke.

"Assalam-o-Alaikum. I just woke up,"-My voice heard out gruff and cleared my throat- "and thought to check down. When did you come?" I mumbled while looking back, hoping for the door to again open up.

She placed the tray on coffee table and turned around. "Walaikum Assalam. How are you feeling now. I just came in morning when you fainted. What happened? you made us so worried." then inquired holding my arm.

The way she twirled after putting the tray down, made me rewind the last night moment- when I accidently came into my nightie.

My heart instantly popped up with heavy emotions, still I managed a small smile and nodded.

"Alhamdulillah, I just fainted don't know why. He made me lay here, where's he? " I sprawled looking everywhere but her. I didn't want her to get a knowledge about the disturbed matter between us.

She studied me, I got nervous wetting my dry lips, thinking she might would get to know about my lie, but blew a breath of relief when she smiled. "Okay. You don't know? "

Ignoring the insult and self-pity feeling I shook my head, "No I fainted in morning and aftermirth I remember nothing. "

"You would be sleeping when he went. Have you seen the news?" I again shook my head.

"There was an attack in Kohat last night." she spoke making my eyes to widen. "The running alliances problem rampaged and turned into aiming people openly.