philophobia :
the fear of love, or being loved.
cherophobia :
the fear of happiness.
verbophobia :
the fear of words.
I wonder, why do people have to be afraid to an extent that they fall unconscious? Why do people have to be afraid of the things you need the most?
The midst of youth ; love and happiness, and the action of everyday life, words.
Though, they've went through hardships, trauma, and many stages of sadness. It must be easy for those who fear simple things. But to fear something thats everywhere, and something we need, is too hard.
I would'nt call it rare. People who are obssessed with love, who can't get enough of love, and who needs to be loved are the things that slowly make you fear it. There are times when you have enough of it. And times when you just dont want it anymore. Because of that, you become stubborn and deny reality. But what about those whose love were one-sided? Those who gave everything for them, but in the end doesn't get the same treatment? Well, that's something that cannot be fixed easily. There are three different stages on the aftermath of one-sided love. Those who accept after months or even years of healing, those who try to find a replacement to forget their sadness, and those who get traumatized and fail to accept it. It just becomes
an overwhelming fear.
From accidents, to abuse. Those who manipulate them into thinking its their fault, or those who just blame it solely to themselves. Most likely will turn into a fear and then, a phobia.
From the many attempts, and self harm, of course you'd want it all to stop. You make people hate you, you make people ignore you, in the end your an outcast. Its the best feeling. You dont need to suffer anymore.
Thats the life of those who fear these phobia's.
And they'll keep doing it until they die.
philo, chelo, verbo ;
what would it feel like, if the world never had love, happiness and words?
i think it would be the best.
2:05 ; 358 words total
im bk. :^)
