ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ( ғɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟғʜᴀʀᴅ ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇs ! )

ᴀʟᴘʜᴀʙᴇᴛ ʙᴏʏ

always aiming paper air planes at me when you're around

he would always pick on me, throw paper airplanes at me with mean comments on them.

you build me up like building blocks just so you can bring me down

he told me i looked good today. he said it and he meant it. Or so i thought. he didn't mean it. he told me it was a joke.

you can crush my candy cane but you'll never catch me cry

he crushed my self conscious. he told me no one would love me. screw you wolfhard. i wont cry.

if you dangle that diploma and i dead, you don't be surprised.

i didn't make it into college. he did. so he rubbed it in my face taunting me.

i know my ABC's yet you keep teaching me

"that's not how you spell it" he teases.
you always tease me about my dyslexia.

I say fuck your degree, alphabet boy.

I roll my eyes and flip him off.

You think you're smarter than me, with all your bad poetry

he thinks he's smart. he thinks he is better than me in everything. we took a poetry class together and he always gets better grades.

it's funny how the one you love most can cause such a impact on how you see yourself. with Finn. all i see is ugliness.

I'm not a little kid now
spell my name in the fridge now
with all your alphabet toys

you had to tutor me, you still tease me with my dyslexia but you seem to be caring..

you won the spelling bee now
but are you smarter than me now?
you're the prince of the playground

he rules this school, he wins everything he does. i know i couldn't even try against him.

Little alphabet boy

alphabet boy.

Apples aren't always appropriate apologies
butterscotch and bubble gum drops are bittersweet to me

you confessed your love for me. apparently bullying was because you loved me.
it's not how it works.
Love and affection is bittersweet to me

you call me a child while you keep counting all your coins

yeah you're rich. but that doesn't mean i will be yours.

But you're not my daddy and im not you dolly

you don't own me wolfhard.

And your dictionary's destroyed

you ruined my life.

alphabet boy by Melanie Martinez