ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ( ғɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟғʜᴀʀᴅ ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇs ! )

ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴs

boris was never one to show true feelings. i always thought it was just because he never had any pain that is causing him to pour our his heart to his friends or family.

or maybe i just wasnt good enough to spill his heart out to.

id always think about our best moments

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"boris!" i yell as im laughing and jumping on his back

"ah!" he laughs and grabs my legs since im now on his back. he flips me over his  shoulder and  he catches me before i fall on the hard floor. our faces inches apart

"i missed you"

"i missed you more  любовь" 

(любовь = love)

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"boris why dont you ever tell me im pretty?" i say with a small pout

boris and i were sitting on my bed while he was watching something on my tv. we were both cuddling.

"because y/n, to me youre not pretty." he said not taking his eyes away from the talking characters on the tv.

"oh" i say with tears sprung in my eyes  "to me youre more than pretty." he said now looking down at me.

i sit up and smile at him 

"i love you."

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boris and i were now dating for 3 years. my bestfriend becoming my one and only, 

i was laying in bed thinking about my beautiful boyfriend of 3 years when i hear a slight tap on my window. i sorta ignore it waiting for another tap. 

"tap"

i get up fast and look out my window to see my boris, instead with bruises and cuts all along his face and neck counting his jawline. 

"b-boris?" i open the window and let him in

i can see the tears reflecting the light from the street lights outside.

he was about to cry

i wasted no time and said "oh boris" and hugged him.

i hear his small quivers and whimpers from my hair, he is grasping onto my shirt like his life depends on it. 

after a while i pull away, he continues to cry and try to wipe away these tears but failing as more are spilling out.

i carefully hold his shakey hand and lead him over to my bed and set him down.

"can you tell me what happened baby?" i ask 

"i wanted to to leave, i wanted to leave town and never come back y/n! i wanted to leave everything i had behind! and before i could even finish leaving this stupid town, i realized that leaving you would be my biggest mistake. 

all i would do is see you in my dreams, regretting the day i left y/n l/n."

i nodded and understood him all the way.

"but baby," i touched his face lightly with my warm hands onto his could pink cheeks

"what happened?"

"i didnt know what to do. i felt so guilty and like a bad person, so i asked these people to hurt me until i was coughing blood. i gave them money and they did their job."

i let a tear slip out my eye

"im sorry y/n" he says in a whisper and squeezes the piece of shirt he was holding onto since our hug.

"baby please dont ever EVER do this to yourself again. please, im begging you. i cant stand to see you all bloody and bruised to the bone, oh my god i love you so much"i say crying and holding onto his pale hands

"im sorry  дорогой"

(дорогой = darling)