in which, if a soulmate says "i love you" to the other, the other must say it back. and if the other turns on them, the one without those three words ends up becoming weak, and if the other doesnt know they love them before they leave, they end up dying.
tragic, ik.
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"FEEL MY BROKEN HEART, ITS BREAKING BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, AND I NEED YOU MORE THAN I EVER NEEDED SOMEONE. PLEASE. LOVE ME"
loving is so easy for people, its like its a talent that everyone has. i cant seem to wrap my head around the though of saying "i love you" to someone. those three words are thrown around to everyone,
"i love you"
"i love you"
"i love you, i promise"
you cant love someone if you hurt them,
for some reason saying the big three words scare me. love scares me. its just three simple words that mean so much.
"y/n, i love you" boris spoke into my ears, softly. kindly.
i look at his dark brown eyes, i look for any type of regret or lies. he only is saying that. no one can love someone if they don't know how too. even though i am denying his special words, i still seem to wish i believed him
"love is special. you cant throw it around if you don't mean it boris. it's not how love works."
"y/n, you're the only one i have every said that too. you are special y/n and you mean more to me then anyone or anything else will ever mean to me"
"no one can love me. i'm unlovable." my heart starts racing, how can he love me? it's impossible. it's not true, oh but i want him to love me more than ever. i need his love more than i need oxygen. but i will never tell him that, because i cant love someone.
"do you love me?"
my body starts to shake uncontrollably, i soon lose all feeling in my feet, soon my legs, after that everything becomes dizzy and fazed out. the tears that were formed in my eyes are now running loose, my eyes blink them slightly out, holding in all my sobs, i feel like screaming. i want to tell him that i need him. but i cant do it. because loving isn't real. its a fake tradition people made up to make life a little happier than it really is.
i start to pay attention to the look in his face, his eyes growing darker by the minute. his lips forming a frown and his cheeks becoming pale, this unanswered question is killing him. but i cant tell him
"i guess thats a no."
he lets go on my hands that we was holding me up with, my legs tremble and i can feel my heart break. i'm sure the vibration of my heart got his heart also,
"no- no please"i reach out for him but he doesn't react, my heart is breaking again the pain is unbearable
i grab is hand and put it against my chest.
"FEEL MY BROKEN HEART, ITS BREAKING BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, AND I NEED YOU MORE THAN I EVER NEEDED SOMEONE. PLEASE. LOVE ME"
last shatter
he drops to his knees, on my level
"i do, i love you"
my breath catches itself before i spoke with my last breath
"i love you too"
he wraps his arms around me, his tears sprinkle over my now pale skin. my eyes slowly shut.
"i was too late" he sobs into my chest with his hands still on my heart
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i honestly was gonna make this a happy ending, but my hands took over and wrote a whole story im-
