ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ( ғɪɴɴ ᴡᴏʟғʜᴀʀᴅ ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇs ! )

ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ

can't breathe,
i mean,
what's the point of breathing anyways?
you just waste it and die.
the air people who matter need most.
it's all inside my head. everything that i want or need to say piles up in here.
here,
it's where kids my age figure life out,
for me it's different.
i don't think like the other kids.
i don't understand things as well.
i don't understand what you say most of the time.
dumb? i know. it's very dumb.
but i can't help it even if i wanted to.
"dumbass" is what im mostly known as,
there is one boy who started it,
finn wolfhard.
finn is a popular prick.
he makes fun of my weight, calls me ugly, makes fun of my disabilities etc.
i told myself i wouldnt let it get to me, and after all these years that ive held it in, it's finally coming out.
everything around me was moving so fast,
i felt like it was taking my breath away.
i collapse on the cold wood floor and for a few seconds i see shoes running towards me.
next thing i know i wake up in the nurses office, i rub my head and look over to see finn with his head in his hands.
i try to stay quiet and pretend like i was still asleep and maybe he will go away. until i hear soft sniffles come from this tall boy. i look at him. "why are you crying" i ask him.
he shoots his head back looking at me.
"i-im not crying- im thinking." he said.
"about what" i ask still expressionless.
"things, okay? you wouldnt understand." he looked back at his shoes cussing myself out for being rude.
"why? because im not smart enough? because i dont think normally? finn im not stupid!" y/n yelled and shocked the boy.
"i know youre not stupid" he said
"then why do you act and tell me i am?" she said with a voice crack and some tears.
"because you wouldnt understand my feelings for you" he said not looking at her.
she shakes her head "no, you're just a asshole." she says
finn looked at her "y/n-"
"leave me alone finn." she walked away, finn followed after
"y/n i love you" he said
she turned around and looked at him
"well i don't love you. so leave and get out of my life forever."