Addicted

Chapter 1

FLASHBACK

"hey baby " my mom said entering my room

i dropped my doll and ran to her hugging her so tightly .

"i'm hungry mommy " i said

"i'm gonna get you something to eat now this man is gonna come in and do some things to you and i want you to be nice okay ? no kicking and fighting like last time or we won't eat " my mom said

i looked in her eyes and i knew she could see how terrified i was .

" i don't like it mommy " i said

"listen bitch i don't have all day ! tell the little whore to speed it up ! " a man yelled

my mom gave me an assuring look slowly walking back out the room a white man appeared at the door turning the lights off all i could see was his green eyes i heard foot steps coming towards me as i slowly scooted my self into the bed he grabbed my feet positioning himself between my legs and he shoved himself into my virgin hole .

"mommy ! " i screamed out in pain

nobody came i laid there with tears steaming down my eyes wishing it could all be over .

FLASHBACK OVER

KARMA IN MM

"mommy .. wake up " my daughter elana said shaking me

my eyes fluttered open giving her a smile i picked her up putting her in the bed with me cuddling with her she laughed as she burried her self in the covers with me .

"i'm hungry mommy " elana said

"well let's get you something to eat " i said getting up putting on my gucci flip flops grabbing her hand going to the kitchen

i looked in the refrigerator and got out some waffles and eggs since that was elana favorite thing to eat in the mornings and started cooking . i turned the tv on the news as i cooked to see what the weather would be for today before i heard hard knocking at my door .

i jumped as elana ran to me scared i already knew who this was so i just prepared for the worst .

" we gonna play hide and seek go hide i'll be up there to find you in a second but dont come out " i said

" okay mommy " she said smiling running back up stairs

i went to the door looking through the peep hole to see Gervonta i rolled my eyes opening the door for him .

" what took you so fucking long ? " he said looking around

" i sent elana up stairs " i said taking the eggs off the stove and waffles out the toaster

" yeah cause you know what the fuck i'm here for " he said slapping me across my face before i could turn around

i whimpered trying not to be to loud he stood over me and kicked me in my stomach i limped over crying silently .

"bitch i told you stop playing with me .. i wanna see you at the club at 7 no excuses " gervonta said walking out slamming my door

i picked myself back up going upstairs to find elana i peeked in her room to see her little feet under the bed i wiped my face .

"got you ! " i said grabbing her little feet from under the bed

she laughed and kicked as i tickled her this little 5 year old is who i live for she gave me hope i had her at a young age but she really gave me hope .. my mother was a drug addict and a whore .. she had different men in out of the house and she even sold me she overdosed when i was 15 and i was in and out of foster care everywhere i went i was raped so i ran away from custody .