Addicted

Chapter 21

Maiya

i stood there watching karma wobble towards ciara and i she looked beautiful just alot thicker and plus she had a little belly i had elana on my lap rocking her to sleep i missed her so much.

"what you doing here " karma asked out of breath 

"calm down big girl .. i just wanna talk " i said looking at her stomach 

she looked at ciara giving her the evil eye .

"ima take elana upstairs " ciara said grabing her leaving 

"wassup ? my feet hurt and im fucking hungry " she said sitiing down

i laughed hiding my left hand from her so she couldnt see the surprise .

"im not here to disturb your peace .. i love you but clearly we not meant to be together " i said 

"yeah clearly .." karma said 

"i know you could care less but ... im married " i said showing her my diamond 

she stared at it and looked back up at me .

"you really gonna marry him ?" karma asked

"not my baby father .. deric rose " i said smiling 

she just stared at me and busted out laughing .

"fuck you ." i said getting up about to leave 

"no no congrats .. im happy for you i just dont know why it had to be somebody from my baby fathers team  ."she said 

"i didn't know that until i already fell for him .. this has nothing to do with you i just thought you should know we'll be seeing eachother around " i said 

"we wont .. i actually dont see people i dont fuck with " karma said

i shook my head at her leaving out .. she really have a problem with letting shit go i just wanna be friends or something i want her in my life i need her in my life you cant stop from being with someone everyday for 15 years straight to just hating them so ima let her calm down some more then ill try to talk to her again .

i pulled up to the red light looking at my phone i seen deric texted me saying he love me and will see me at dinner tonight i smiled looking up to see if the light changed before feeling 2 stings in my side and in my leg i looked over to see a familiar face  in a black car then speeding off i looked down to see blood rushing from my wounds my heart was beating fast and its like everything was in slow motion i could hear people blowing at me before i blacked out .

Karma 

"bitch you dead ass wrong" ciara said 

"no you fake bitch dont be chopping it up with my ex" i said

ciara rolled her eyed "you know i always loved ciara you brought the bitch around i cant help we got a friendship " 

"whatever give me my baby im tired " i said 

"she might as well stay you have to drop her off 3 in the morning and you know i sleep hard " she said

i nodded " i miss her let go kiss her before i go "

i walked upstairs to ciara's room kissing elana a couple times then coming back downstairs i hugged ciara and thanked her before leaving i got in my car pulling off i decided to take the express way since it looked like it was alot going on at the light.

i looked down at my phone and seen drew was calling me .

"hello" i said 

" where you at ?" he asked 

"on my way home " 

"bet" he said hanging up 

i frowned throwing my phone on the passenger side pulling up to my house once i pulled up i looked around i made that a habit now that i was in the public eye . i didn't see anyone so i got out the car unlocking my door going in locking it back the first thing i did was take off my shoes and got out of them tight ass jeans i know i need to go shopping i cant fit any of my clothes anymore i stripped out the rest of my clothes taking a shower 15 minutes later i got out did my hygiene . since i didnt feel like putting any clothes on i just slipped on my black robe .

i heard a knock at my door so i went to look through the peep hole seeing drew big head ass .

i opened the door and he just walked in staring me down .

"stop looking at me like that " i said 

"stop looking like this everytime i come around " drew said 

i laughed walking to the kitchen getting the rest of my kiwi eating it .

"why you all over there come sit on daddy " he said 

i rolled my eyes " im daddy nigga " 

"stop playing with me " he said 

i laughed then whimpered at the sharp pain in my back drew got up.

"you good ?" he asked 

"yeah just a shap pain " i said walking over to the couch 

he stared at me like he was trying to read me or something .

"how long you been hurting ? you still working ?" drew asked

i sighed " it just started not to long ago and yeah " 

"you need to stop i got you elana and the baby " drew said 

" that dont mean i have to stay home " i said 

" yes it do before you hurt the baby .. i know you use to doing shit on your own but im here now" drew said looking me in my eyes 

i smashed my lips into his getting on top of him he slid my dress up as i unbuckled his pants inserting him inside of me its been awhile for me so it hurted a little then i started to feel pleasure as i rode him he threw his head back .

" fuck " drew moaned 

i smiled in satisfaction as i bit my lip we went rounds for the rest of the night .