Addicted

chapter 16

Drew

I braced myself for whatever doc was about to say i knew i had to be stronger than i was when i lost my moms.

"He's in a coma .. his cancer escalated faster than we thought there's no telling when he wakes up or if he ever will im sorry i will continue to do the very best i can " doc said 

"so i cant talk to him ? where he at ?" i asked 

"you can he just wont respond he can hear you . we moved him to room 315" he said 

i knocked everything down off the stand and started throwing chairs i felt so angry my son only 6 years old its to soon for him .

ken grabbed me and pushed me towards the door .

"bro this not the way to do it .. you need to be in there with lil dre "he said 

" man fuck this shit ... im not about to go through this again " i said storming out the room

i got into my car and sped off i wiped the tears that was left on my face speeding faster i didnt know where i was going but next thing i know i seen nothing but darkness.

Karma

i sat at the frozen yogurt place with ciara i had alot on my mind and really didnt wanna be alone so i asked her to stick around until the kids got out of school .

"have you figured out when you gonna tell drew?" ciara asked

"damn bitch i dont wanna hear about this right now .. i dont even want my yogurt anymore "i said throwing it away 

ciara laughed " here go them mean ass hormones " 

"fuck off ciara " i said 

she laghued "lets take yo grumpy ass home "

i rolled my eyes getting up walking out the yogurt place once we got outside i could see a flash which means some asshole was taking pictures of me bob told me to just act normal instead of cursing them out like i did last time and i was really trying not to .

"im so tired of this " i said 

"what?" ciara said starting up her car pulling off

" of these damn cameras .. a bitch cant get one day off " i said 

"this what you signed up for dont complain now " ciara said looking at me and back to the road 

i couldnt argue with that ciara always been that friend that told me straight up with no filter i use to get mad but now i know she just loves the fuck out of me.

"i love you bitch " i said smiling at her 

"i love yo bipolar ass to " she said 

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"how was school mama ?" i asked elana 

"it was fun we went outside and i was on green all day look mommy " elana said showing me her behavior chart 

"good job im so prod of you " i said 

i started to feel a bit nauseated so i sat down . 

"im gonna fix you something to eat baby what you wanna watch " i said turning on the tv 

"Basketball star Drew Fletcher was in a fatal car accident today he hit a tree by the lakeland corner store he is now rushed to the hospital we are sending prayers his way until we get a follow up "the news lady said