Addicted

Chapter 17

Karma 

i ran to my dressing room throwing up for the 3rd time doing this shoot this sickness was all new to me since i never had this problem with elana she was a good baby this one doesnt like me as much i guess .

"are you okay ?" bob asked 

" yeah i just have the flu i think " i said 

he looked at me weird then opened the door for me i went back out to finish the shoot once that was over i took the medicine the doctor gave me for nausea and went outside to my car .

" where we go next ?" i asked bob

"you have another shoot in about a hour for fenty " bob said

"wait rihanna's brand ?" i asked

he nodded looking out the window 

"oh my god .. " i said feeling sick all over again 

i took a sip of my spirte and relaxed the whole way there i've been trying to do as many shoots as i can before i start showing i know no one wants a big belly on their runway so i been grinding sick or not i have to make sure my kids and i straight .

"we are here " bob said looking at his watch 

"15 minutes before the shoot we gotta hurry " he said 

i got out of the car walking into the building i looked around and seen rihanna sitting at a big table with alot of paper around her as i approached her i seen they were pictures .

"Hi im karma " i said reaching my hand out 

"hey sexy " she said getting up hugging me 

"thank you so much for inviting me this is a dream come true " i said 

"no thank you for blessing me with you presence you look even better in person " she said smacking my ass

i laughed as we talked more about what she wanted me to showcase then her makeup artist started doing my face after finished i loved the look it was natural but he did a bold lip and my hair was in a middle part lace wig .

"okay what am i wearing ?" i asked 

"nothing " rihanna said 

"this is my favorite shoot " i said stripping out my robe 

we walked out the room and bob looked like he seen a ghost .

" wh- ok " bob said looking the other way 

i laughed and got to work the shoot was very easy since it was up close for fenty lipstick after that rihanna and i talked a bit more and i left .

"we are done for today" bob said 

i sighed looking out the window i've been thinking about drew alot .. i miss him and i know his brother told me i should tell him soon but i dont know how .. with all thats going on i dont wanna add on to his stress but this is something i have to do .. i wouldnt want him to miss out on something so precious .

"take me to the hospital " i said to the driver

he turned left going to the hospital once we pulled up i got out the car walking inside the hospital i went to drews room and opened the door and seen him getting head by some light skin chick she was thin and not really much to look at i looked up at him and he moved her out the way .

" why you didnt knock ?" drew said 

i shook my head leaving back out i felt so much hurt as i ran out that hospital i didnt even get back in the bar with bob i caught a cab . i was gonna have to do this pregnancy alone again , when i first got pregnant with elana her father was a big dope dealer turned out he got married the day i had elana and he was never around when i carried her .. he acted different before i was pregnant but soon as i told him things changed thats why i stopped seeing men in a seductive way it was just something about drew.. but that doesn't matter anymore.