Addicted

Chapter 10

New york fashion week

Maiya

i watched karma as she walked down the run way she looked beautiful and i still couldn't believe how far she's come .. she looked happy she was glowing i want to be the reason she has the glow though ..'i know i wasn't ready when she was ready but now that i am i want to come confess to her and get her back .. tonight .

as she walked off the stage the crowd yelled for her and so did i she turned back around still modeling and that's when we caught eye contact then she looked out to someone else i leaned forward to see who and it was the basketball nigga i looked back at her and she smiled at him as she walked back and another model came out .

of course the first thought in my head was she was with him.. i don't wanna believe it because i've left my kids father for her and i'm ready for what she always wanted .. what WE always wanted .

Karma

"You served bitch !" kevin said my gay guy friend

i laughed " your next ! " i yelled walking into my dressing room

" be ready in 30 we gotta get drew to his interview " john said

i nodded and he closed the door i sat in the chair realizing who i just saw out there .. all kind of questions in my head like .. what do she want ? the door opened knocking me out of my thoughts .

" some girl wants to see you " big man said

i rolled my eyes already knowing who it was .

" let her in ... "  i said

maiya walked in with flowers smiling at me i gave her a smile back as she handed me the flowers.

"what is this ? " i said

" for your success... i'm proud of you " maiya said

"thank you " i said

she nodded and it got awkwardly quiet until i spoke up .

" well thank you for the flowers and everything .. i have somewhere to go " i said

" umm okay .. i was wondering could we catch up sometime .. i'll be here for a month i'm looking for a shop out here " maiya said

" i'll think about it .. " i blankly said

she looked me in eyes and grabbed my hand placing a kiss on my lips waking out .

i took a deep breath as drew walked in .

" wassup beautiful " drew said

" hi " i said smiling at him

he came and stood between my legs pecking my lips and wiping off the lip gloss maiya left on my lips .

" okay love birds ! we have to head out " john yelled

drew rolled his eyes as i laughed .

"can you unzip this for me ? " i asked drew

" that's my job " he said

i laughed knowing what he was referring to

"shut up " i said stepping out of the dress

i grabbed another dress from fashion nova slipping it on and some heels .

" i'm so tired of heels " i said

drew laughed grabbing my bags and i opened the door so we could leave out it was a lot of cameras flashing and commotion until i got in the car the driver pulled off leading us to drew's interview .

i called ciara to check on elana but she was sleeping i missed my baby so much i couldn't wait to get back to her .

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i walked up to my house with elana in my arms drew opened the door and i laid her in her bed and looked for her night clothes i decided to let her sleep and just bath her in the morning once i changed her and tucked her in i kissed her and left out .

i came in my room and found drew smiling on his phone .

" somebody sent a good nude " i said going in my drawer

"stop playing with me " drew said laughing

" it's okay do your thing " i said pretending to be jealous

" i'll rather do it with you " he said smirking at me

" you got mad game "

" i'm not spitting game at ya .. i'm just telling you how i feel " drew said

i smiled getting my towels " ima go take a shower

i ran the water and stepped in all kind of thoughts where running through my head .. i like drew he's been there for me and i really care about him .. maybe a little to much but i know i'm not ready for a relationship .. only thing i ever got out of men was sex and stabbed in the back so i'm not use to just dating one i'm starting to think drew want more and i can't lie i think i do to .

Drew

I was dosing off when i heard my phone go off i looked down to see keisha texted .. that's a old ho from the past she was my first love before i went pro she was there for me and encouraged me when no one else did but she started feeling her self and fucking off so i said fuck it i never wanted to love a bitch or even feel anything for em .. but karma got me thinking otherwise .

534-234-2778- hi 😊

me-wassup ?

534-234-2778- i miss you .. pull up💦

me- wya ?

534-234-2778 sent location

I looked up to see karma in a towel she started putting on her clothes .

" one of my boys in town ima go have a couple drinks with him i'll see y'all tomorrow " i lied

" okay be careful love " karma said watching me as i got up

she hugged me and i left out heading towards keisha i didn't forget to stop by the store and get condoms .