My anxiety
Is forcing me
To be someone
I don't want to be.
I push everyone away
Act like i have nothing to say
Struggling to keep my emotions at bay.
I've been fibbing
I'm not fine
You've called me
A thousand times
But i never pick up
Its for your own good
I have to keep
Being misunderstood
If your heard me speak
You would know I've been lying
Then you would ask me
And i would start crying
I cant let that happen
I have to keep denying
The happiness i deserve.
When my heart
Starts to blacken
And everything seems to sadden
Me, and this undying pain won't leave
I will need to indemnify my heart.
There is nowhere to hide
In my mind
I just have to strap in
This will be a bumpy ride.
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Hi ,
originally the title was going to be " My Anxiety Nimiety."
Nimiety means " a quantity much larger than i needed."
which one sounds better?
which of my poems is your favorite?
how are you doing?
btw i take constructive criticism!
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