You're My Devotion (Hariana Fanfiction)

Chapter 4- Nightmare

I sang my heart out tonight, the crowd was absolutely amazing. They cheered and screamed my name the whole three songs through. "Thankyou all so much for having me, and now its something you have all been waiting for, One Direction take it away!" I shouted as the boys ran in giving high fives to some of there fans. Zayn gave me a slight smirk as he started to sing. I was just about to go backstage until he grabbed my wrist. "GIVE IT UP FOR ARIANA!" he motioned for me to sing the chorus with them and I didn't resist. Everything was magical and even though the management looked pretty angry at us I didn't let the fierce in their eyes take away the happy feeling I had. We were dripping with sweat by the time the concert ended, I sighed while going backstage. "show was awesome!" I laughed while zayn looked towards me. "yeah it was amazing" zayn smiled. "I'm off to change" I stated without looking back. I slipped on my clothing I came here with which was a white plain short sleeve top, purple high top skirt matched with my black wedges. My feet were aching so bad i just wanted to take a hot shower and go to bed.

"Ariana, bryons calling us" nialls voice filtered in my ear. "I'm coming!"

"hey bryon, what's up?" I questioned with an exhausted tone. "I'm not happy with you boys and in particular you ariana. You did put on a great show but you can't just do something like that without asking management. Next time you want to sing together ASK first. I don't expect this to happen again, now go." Bryon claimed with a stern voice. I put my head down looking at my feet, "sorry" I mumbled while heading outside to go in the tour bus. "it wasn't ari's fault Bryon." harry then defended me. I looked back and gave him a tired smile and walked off. Once I took my shoes off I jumped in the shower letting the hot water soothe my muscles. After I was done I slipped on my crop top and just as i was wearing my shorts to get in bed till I realized I got the wrong shorts. Ugh, I groaned while walking out with a crop top and undies forgetting that there were five boys in the bus. Its going to take a long time to get use to the fact that I'm living with one direction! I snapped my head towards a staring group of guys. I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around my waist because of the amount of showing skin. I blushed into my hands. "stop that's embarrassing!" I muttered while taking the right shorts. "you look sexy" Harry said outright. "way to state the obvious" Niall them repeated. I wiggled my shorts on just as I was about to struggle to get up to my bed Zayn walked in. "I'm here for my daily, give Ariana a boost to sleep!" I laughed at his response while he lifted me by my waist enduring that he wasnt hurting me. He gave me a tender look for a second, and then stroked my hair. I closed my eyes and fell asleep so quickly I didn't even realise it.

I'm running to a fair forest, it's dark everywhere. Some anonymous creature is chasing me and I'm dumbfounded in what to do. AHHH it attacks me, it's hurting me. I cry but no tears are escaping my eye lids.

And then I wake up screaming, sweat dripping off my forehead. "ARIANA? You okay?" three boys said. My vision went blurry and I couldn't reply. All I felt was that someone lifted my off my bed and took me to the living room in the bus. "ari?" another familiar voice echoed. "I...I'm okay" I managed to mumble within the corner of my lips. "you had a bad dream it's okay" someone snapped me out of my trance. "Liam, zayn, Louis? Why am I here?" I broke the eye contact. "you had a bad dream and you were literally paralyzed babe." zayn smiled. did he just call me babe? He says it to everyone, that's how British people talk right? I looked up to him and said "thanks" till I grabbed a cup of water. "I'm off to bed boys!" Liam whispered. "I'm out as well" Louis also said softly leaning in for a friendly hug. I hugged him back taking a sip out of my water. It was only me an zayn who was awake at 3am and we both seemed to have our eyes wide open. I noticed my palms become sweaty, I was nervous for some reason. Zayn glared at me and said "you hungry love?" he just called me love.. Stop this Ariana your being ridiculous. "yeah actually" I replied as he took out my favourite chips. "HONEY SOY CHICKEN" I said a little bit to excited and loud. "shhh" he laughed silently while putting his finger on my lip. My heart stopped with his one touch, whats happening?!

We sat on the couch and smirked at each other while the resonsances of soft nature sounds tickled my ear drums. "so what did you dream about?" "just about rhinos and elephants" I laughed while he slapped my exposed belly playfully. "hey!" I smirked while attacking him. He then tickled me to a point I was lying down in his lap. My smile soon faded into a more serious look. "your so beautiful" zayn blushed causing me to put my hand over my face going red like crazy! He kissed my nose while sparks flew in and out of my system. My eyes were still gazed into his until I got up and straightened my back while coughing to get the huge lump in my throat in result from my nerves. "I'm going back to sleep" I said not looking back at him.

He gave me a boost again and I fell asleep for real this time.

I know I'm pushing Zayn away, but I cant risk a relationship right now. What if he's just playing with me?