You're My Devotion (Hariana Fanfiction)

Chapter 13- These Five Boys

you're my devotion

CHAPTER 13

ARIANA'S POV

I woke up to a familiar screech, probably another riot going down in the 'living room' groaning I shoved myself out of the bunk bed completely stacking it. still sleepy I decided to stay on the floor not bothered to move a limb. "well atleast we know she's Out of bed" Harry chirped slightly making me giggle from the inside. "Im guessing it would be difficult to laugh from the inside since she looks so constipated" Harry then turned to Louis looking satisfied. rotating my body staring into Harry's eyes I gave him 'the look' everyone seems to be scared of. "fine fine I said nothing" he held his hands up committing to staying quiet. I dug my hands into my pajama pockets chowing down on my lip. while my smile was fighting it's way, I held it in. "your going to rip-" placing my finger on his lips I powered him to Shutup. Harry's wide eyes were gazing in mine, we were alone in cabin now. all I thought about was how soft and full his lips were, I wanted to taste them, mesmerized by my deep thoughts. I cocked my head to the side, inter whining my fingers with his locks I bit my lip again feeling nervous, he made me nervous. putting aside Zayn and his drama I felt excited, for Harry. tracing my hands on my own lips I closed my eyes imagining Harry's lips on mine, the spark rummaging. hungrily I tackled his mouth with my mine, I grabbed his hair feeling the pleasure heat up. he threw me to the bed, the both of us not talking we got closer and closer.

"ARIANA WAKE UP!" sweat leaking from every visible part of my body I found myself on the floor. "WH-" "I think you had a nightmare" Liam placed his hand on my cheek smiling. "yeah... a nightmare" I gave a tentative look at Harry who was leaning toward the wall. how could I have such a disgusting nightmare? this could never happen! I mean, I love Zayn, Harry is just a great friend right? I sniffed running into the buses bathroom. "How could you think about that Ariana?" I said looking at the mirror. "why would you do that?" I then repeated. I've never felt this disgraced with myself. "you one direction boys... look what you have done to me" hopping into the shower I opened the hot water letting my tense muscles relax, I had to relax, forget all that happened. resting my head on the glass I imagined the scene again. Harry and I, me and Harry. he helped me after everything, he was great, but also just a friend. I didn't know if I was sad or happy about this statement but I went along with it anyway. grabbing a towel I wrapped myself with it. i dressed myself with a peach colored buttoned dress. satisfied I blow-dried my hair straightening it, tying it in a ponytail. opening the door Harry stood infront me. my wide eyes looked straight into his, just like my nightmare. I quickly stared at the floor shaking my head. "something wrong?" "uh um nothing" I quickly escaped and bumped into Zayn. my smile grew large, butterflies flying up and down my system. offcourse I'm not inlove with Harry, it's Zayn that I'm head over heels for. he shoved me into a cabinet. "someone's going to see us" I giggled as he kissed my neck, "Zayny" I laughed as he brought his lips to mine. magical was the only word to define how I felt. suddenly he transformed into Harry, his quiff became curls and dimples were exposed. "AHHHH!" I put my hands over my face crying. "Ariana sh the boys will hear" Zayn hushed me. "b-b but you were-" "it's okay babe" he kissed my cheek an left. I breathed heavily, why was my mind on Harry so much? I needed to talk to Frankie about this, he's the only one who would understand.

running into the bedroom of the bus I punched in my brothers number. "Frankie?" "ARIII" "FRANKIEE" I giggled. "how are you lil sis?" he sounded so cheery, he was always this positive. "good big bro, just missing you" me being a downer I had to sound so un enthusiastic. "what's wrong?" "so much Frankie, so much things are wrong!" I sobbed. "Ariana look tell me what's wrong now or I will catch a plane and find you baby sis" was that tone serious? was Frankie being serious? wow. I rubbed my eyes. "you manage to make me smile at my worst, I love you big bro" "love you too sis, now tell me who needs to be killed?" "Frankie I've had a weird dream, and it just keeps ... well haunting me I don't know what to do" "can you be more specific?" he sarcastically added. "I was kissing Harry, and when me and Zayn kissed-" "WHAT? I thought you two broke up! why aren't I updated missy!" "it was all a lie to get bryon off of our backs, now shall I speak?" "told you! ok go on" "so, when me and Zayn were kissing he suddenly became Harry in my twisted hallucination thingy" "Ariana are you sure you don't... well have feelings for Harry?" "I never said I didn't" "so you do have feelings?" "I never said that I just said I never said I didn't have feelings for him" "but that sounds like you do have feelings" "you know what don't worry. I need advice big bro" "look lil sis, this is something you need to figure out. listen to your heart and it will take you to the rightful destination, I've got to go now I love you" "I love you too" murmuring I tightened jaw clenching my fists. punching the bed And took my anger out. "Why is life so hard!" I sobbed. "before this tour I was perfectly happy, and now these five boys changed everything for me"

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sorry it's a very short chapter guys but what do you think? is Ariana getting devoured into feeling attracted to Harry ? or is it just a horrible nightmare?

find out on the next chapter!

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