You're My Devotion (Hariana Fanfiction)

Chapter 7- Figure it out.

Ariana's POV

As I felt Zayn's lips on mine I knew i felt a large attraction to him, It shocked me to find out he loved me, I really couldn't figure what he would see in me. I stroked his cheek and smiled after resting my head on his chest, even though we were cradled up on a small couch this felt right, it was a feeling I never really came across. Even though i had a powerful crush towards him we couldn't just be together. I needed time to decide. Time to reconsider this commitment and realize what could happen if I got too attached, what if he got tired of me? What if he didn't love me? What if he was playing with me? What if our friendship gets ruined because of these feelings we both have?

The last one got me hard. It's hard enough to be so close yet far from Zayn how would I survive not talking to him? I knew exactly what to do, I wasn't sure about my feelings so I would have to forget about today and go on with our daily routines. I felt my eyes droop as I fell asleep right there in Zayn's arms possibly for the last time.

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"ARI AND ZAYNNNYYY!" Niall yelled right in my ear shaking me up. "shutup!" Zayn and I both shouted, I felt a smile coming my way as I stopped myself from showing the happiness, remember just a normal day. Nothing happened yesterday... I stood straight up and ran to the room. I slipped on a pair of purple baggy pants matched with a white buttoned up shirt and a loose jacket. I tied my straightened hair in a ponytail and walked out. "So are you guys ready to go sightseeing before the concert?" I smirked to the five boys direction. "I think we have a young apprentice here" Harry laughed. "We are proud youngster, you have learnt your ways into becoming a true rebel" Louis giggled as Liam crossed his arms holding in the laughter. "We should just be where we are supposed to be" Liam said in a flat tone. "nooooo! Lets do what the girl says!" Zayn grinned winking at me. I smiled putting my head down trying to remind myself of the promise, act regular around Zayn he's only your friend. "Come on Liam stop being a downer" I smiled while putting a 'please' expression on my face. "Fine" he sighed. "YAY WE CAN GET FOOD ON THE WAY RIGHT?" Niall exclaimed with enthusiasm. "ONLY IF IT INCLUDES CARROTS, if not then no" Louis said seriously. We all raised an eyebrow at him giving him an unapproving look. "Hey a boys gotta want what a boys gotta need" Louis defended himself. "Sure Lou-bear, sure" I laughed while pulling my shoes on. "So where are we going first?" Niall curiously asked. "Hmmm I was hoping to see the Washington monument? After that we can grab some food and maybe go to the flicks?" I gave an idea they all seemed to like. "You really are a nerd arnt you" Zayn smiled. That smile made every inch of my body tingle and give me the chills. "Remember we have to be back by 4pm since we have the concert and it's 10am now so we must use time efficiently" Liam added as he walked to the car. We all entered and put our earphones in blocking ourselves from the outside world.

As soon as we arrived at the amazingly carved monument of Washington I gasped at the very creative making of granite, marble and bluestone. Wow I guess I really am a nerd arnt I? That whole 'one day you will become a president' thing really did get to me didn't it? I glanced back at the boys that were staring at the amazement. "Wow this place is incredible" Liam smiled. "Tallest obelisk right here" I replied boldly. Zayn came closer to me while putting his arm around my waist. The sparkles jumped around in my body to the extent it became uncomfortable, why did his touch cause this? Do I love Zayn? I never really said 'I love you too' I sighed to myself looking down at my feet. "You are the cutest geek" Zayn smiled holding my chin up. His eyes were glowing which surprisingly showed the amount of brown texture that made up of his pupil. I shook my head and quickly walked towards Louis blabbering on about the history of the monument just to get my mind of things. I knew he was getting bored, but that's the only thing I thought of at the time. "This pondy thingy is very pretty" Niall pointed. "Okay I think it's we should go eat now before Niall faints" Harry laughed. I giggled in response as we headed towards the car. As we where trying to find a place to eat a perfect idea hit me. "Let's eat seafood!" I grinned.

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"Me gusta" Harry said while chewing on the delicate fish laid on his plate. "This is real good" Liam then ate silently. "Ari Aren't you eating?" Louis asked. Oh right I forgot about myself while examining others. "Yeah..." I trailed off while taking a bite out of the delicious fish. "It really does taste amazing" I laughed. As I was eating I felt a heavy stare on me I looked to my right and there it was, Zayn was looking right at me trying to figure something out. Probably about the way I'm trying to ignore him, I felt bad but it was for our sake. I looked back to my left and Niall was gobbling up his food so fast. "He really eats a lot" I emphasized. "Yeah..." Zayn said. "Yeah... He does" he then repeated. I swallowed the large lump in my throat as I finished of my plate. "What's the time?" I asked waiting for a response from the most sensible one. "1pm, we should head to the movies now" Liam got up. He payed for the check as we drove off to a isolated cinema which was for the best knowing it wouldn't be entertaining watching a movie while everybody asks for autographs.

"So what do we watch?" Niall observed the movies. "Ari?" Harry asked. "Please don't be a chick flick" Louis mumbled which echoed over too loud. "Hey quite the opposite I hate chick flicks, what do you say about watching paranormal activity?" I smirked as the boys stared. "Okay" they all replied as we bought the tickets jamming into the seats. Wow the seats were all empty, this was going to be a scary adventure. I sat in between Zayn and Harry, this wasn't going to be good since I was still trying to ignore Zayn.

The movie started and I was literally shaking, I didn't really watch scary movies and paranormal things weren't really going to buff my fears. Scratch that, talking about fears it was about time I'd face them. Everytime something scary happened I would realize myself tugging on the end of Zayn's shirt. A small smile tucked on his lips but I ignored it due to the fright.

While we where watching something popped up which made me jump straight into Zayn's Lap. He laughed as he put his arms around me keeping me somewhat safe. Harry clenched his fist while he looked over to us, I couldn't really figure out why though, probably trying to massage his hands or something. As soon as the movie was finished it was about three so we decided to head back to the venue we were supposed to be at right now.

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"RIGHT, WHERE HAVE YOU LOT BEEN? WE HAVE BEEN CRAZY SICK TRYING TO FIND YOU ALL!" Bryon shouted making my Flinch a little. "Hey look we are here mate" Harry forcibly smiled. We all headed into our dressing rooms to get ready for the concert. As soon as I walked in there where over 10 choices in what I will be wearing. I investigated each and every one till I found one that caught my attention. It was a pale pink dress that was carved into a form of a bow. "This one" I smiled. They curled my hair and I slipped on a shiny pair of cream pumps. I looked at the mirror while biting my lip, I hope Zayn would like it... Why do I even care? I groaned while all the five boys walked in. Zayn was wearing a varsity jacket and gold pants he looked extremely attractive, I held in my gasp as they hovered over to me. "You look hot babe" Harry smirked. "Shut up harry" Zayn said in a monotone. "Ari? Your up" Bryon said in a calm voice.

I smiled back at the boys and walked out to a screaming group of fans. "ARIANA!" All the fans screeched, they almost reminded me of my fan base. I started singing and they all sang along, Seems that there were more fans here then I thought.

ZAYNS POV

She sang her heart out as the crowd cheered, she was so beautiful and I knew I wasn't the only one staring. "Man your so lucky" Niall pouted. "What You talking about?" I questioned. "Ari is a great girl and to top it off she's gorgeous" "we're not together" "yet" Niall grunted. "We kissed but ever since then she's being ignoring me, I don't know why" I sadly rubbed my temples. "maybe she just needs time" Liam grabbed my back. Maybe Liam's right, maybe Ariana is just figuring things out.

As soon as the concert ended we were all drenched and Ariana's hair was all over the place, she looked pretty hot I must say. It was time to head over to California. I was stoked to be there since it was the home of beach districts. Wow we have been to 2 states already, 7 more to go.

We all took our showers in the tour bus and like every other gentlemen we let Ari take hers first. After she was dressed I realized her eyes droop so I gave her a boost as usual and she slept peacefully in the squishy bed.