He chuckles, pulling me close to him, but I look behind Shigaraki, seeing Bakugo gone.
My blood pounded in my ears. My heart quickly thudded in my chest.
My legs felt wobbly, Shigaraki sustaining me and put me on the ground. I couldn't look at anything, my vision was beginning to blur.
"Shigaraki he must've seen!" I whispered clutching the temples of my head. The repeated pounding got louder. Shigaraki stood up, looking back.
My chest got tight, my body was shaking.
The reality of it all. I'm scared.
Shigaraki turned around and went to my level, he put his hand behind my head, leaning in closer to lay a peck on my forehead. My heart was still functioning.
"I'll kill him."
He smiled, his hand caressing my cheek. He hummed a tune unfamiliar to me as his eyes looked lovingly towards me. The tune sounding like a video game rhythm, one that is soft and sympathetic. I shake my head. I'm in between two walls.
If Bakugo saw, we're dead.
I need to know. Am I a safe home? I can't handle this pressure.
"You can't kill him," I said, my voice soft.
"He wasn't supposed to get up Y/n. He ruined our moment."
"That is no excuse to kill him."
He got me up, holding my forearms for support.
"He saw us,"
I nervously felt Shigaraki's eyes shift towards mine.
"That IS an excuse to kill him."
I swallowed the lump in my throat, wrapping my arms around him. Ragged breaths seemed to escape my mouth, while in his embrace.
I pushed myself away, walked past him, and touched the ground with my fingertips.
With a deep breath and feel the familiar sense far away. He was running and the energy was fading.
"Y/n it's not safe-"
"I can protect myself."
His muscles tensed. He wasn't sure.
"You have to learn the rights and the wrong Shigaraki, everything isn't solved with death. Please understand."
Without any goodbye, I ran to where his energy was most powerful.
Bakugo's P.O.V
The concrete under me blurred under me as I continued to feel the surge of adrenaline in me. Sweat coated my forehead as the thumps of my footsteps echoed through my ears.
I finally entered my home, cooling my adrenaline as the energy Y/n could pick up would leave me invisible, but there is no denying that my heart was beating harshly against my chest.
I walked to my room, not bothering to drink water, but checked my photos to make sure what I saw was true.
I looked at the picture and there it was. Both of them there...standing while embracing each other...
She was kissing a villain, someone who puts people at risk of dying.
I curled my upper lip to keep myself from speaking up about this to myself. My hand began to shake, the tears forming in the corners of my eyes.
A villain.
My face pinched, I thought she was someone smart. She's stupid to fall for him.
"What a dumbass." I breathed out, extinguishing the tears on my face.
"Katsuki."
I swiftly turn around blasting flames towards the door, but they shut the door immediately.
I open the drawer next to me, slipping on my phone.
"YOU IDIOT WHAT DID I TELL YOU ABOUT FLAMES IN THE HOUSE!!"
I never felt relieved to hear my mothers shouting in my room. She opens the door wider revealing Y/n.
My heartbeat traced faster than it's ever been before. My adrenaline was shooting out of the house, she only smiled. Her smile told another story but her eyes said another.
"Y/n came by to see you! I didn't know you two still talked to each other." My mother grinned, allowing Y/n to walk in. Y/n said thank you and once the door closed she turned around with the most terrifying glare I have ever seen on her.
"Why are you here?-"
"You're scared aren't you?"
I stood there my hands into fists on my sides. My body deflecting the impulse to burn the place down.
"Why would I be scared of you? You're nothing but a failure and a dumbass." My breath was ragged, my body stiff. My mind filled with multiple thoughts, not one could hold still.
"Why did you run?"
"I-"
"You tried to attack me, I warned you things would happen Katsuki."
She stood still, her blinks seeming slow and calm. I couldn't see the girl I berated in the past. Scared and shy, turned to confident and menacing.
"You kissed the most dangerous villain we know now."
She walked closer, my instinct to move back led me to bump into the drawer causing the desk to hit the wall with a thump.
I instantly regretted my movements, as she seemed to notice.
"No one will believe you Katsuki."
"You're pathetic."
"You will be the one looking pathetic if you do say something, people will think things." She swooped next to my ear.
"Maybe even be put into a mental institution."
I growled, my heart at the edge of stopping from the motion.
"Think about it Katsuki, Shigaraki won't hesitate for nothing." She reminded with an expressionless face. I closed my eyes as her hands slithered on my arms, blush tinged my cheeks.
"You fell for a criminal. A hero would never do that."
I looked at her, as she looked stunned by the comment.
The fear seemed to linger back as stepped back, her hands to her sides.
" U.A rejected me. I'm no hero."
Her words caught me off guard, my body still as a statue. She sighed then smiled softly.
"At first it was scary Bakugo..." Y/n said.
" but I couldn't get him out of my head. I developed feelings for him..."
She began to tear up, her smile curving the fall of her tears.
"He showed me affection, one that I didn't understand but couldn't resist-"
"He's a murderer! He's hurt your Deku! Physically and mentally Y/n!!"
I reach my hands to her sides of her arms pressing tightly against her.
" He can hurt you too..."
The feeling of innocence sunk into my chest like an indifference towards my emotions. I knew the way she needed to be in.
I pulled her closer, looking into her innocent e/c eyes. Her eyes widen, causing her to shove me, my body hitting the ground.
"You're saying as if you didn't hurt me. You're speaking as if you're were perfect. People can change if you give them support Bakugo!"
She breathed heavily. Her body shaking.
"I am better than a killer-"
Suddenly invisible energy pulled me down, the force feeling as if my organs were switching inside me, the pain unbearable.
Y/n's eyes seemed to light up, the hair on her arms stood up.
She stopped, stumbling back.
"You won't get a happy ending Y/n."
I breathed out, clutching my stomach.
With two steps, she grabbed the doorknob turning it, but stopped herself.
"That's not your decision to make."
With that she walked out of the room, leaving me.
The door clicked and my body dropped to the floor, my breathing quickening.
I open the drawer and look at the picture. The anger rushed into my body. My fists coating in flames, my phone beginning to vibrate. I dropped the phone on the floor.
"We'll see about that princess."
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Dearest ~ Tomura Shigaraki x Reader
FanfictionY/n Midoriya was a young girl and twin to Izuku Midoriya living with a loving mother. She had always been by Midoriya's side, but it all changed after the U.A entrance exams because right there is where she met the person who would change her life...
