make me come alive

part 17

(Lunas P.O.V)

"Mum I'm leaving now! I'll see you later okay? Have a good day! I love you." I yell into the living room, hoping she can hear me from her bedroom.

"Okay sweetie! Have a good day too and I love you more!" She yells back, sending a smile to spread across my face.

I grab my back pack and close the door. I decided that I would walk to college today instead of getting the bus. I just need some fresh air to calm down my nerves for the first day back to school after the mental breakdown.

While walking, I plug my headphones in and hit shuffle on my playlist, letting the cool breeze refresh my body.
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-23 minutes later-

I somehow arrive quicker than I expected, looking at the time to see how much spare time I have before classes start and a little smile appears.

"Hmm should I grab a coffee?" I say quietly to myself and tap my chin.

"Yeah sounds good!"

I literally jump out of my skin, resulting to nearly falling on the pavement.

"Oh Damn! I didn't mean to scare you Luna." He giggles as he holds his hands up in defence.

"You gave me a heart attack Mr.Jeon! *chuckles* how are you?" I bow as I hold my hand over my chest.

"I'm good thank you, it's nice to see you back. I was worried about your absence last week. Everything okay?" He cutely pouts.

Why does he have to be so cute for? And why does he have to be a teacher? And WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE JIMINS BEST FRIEND?!?

I hope Jimin didn't mention anything to him about me being at the doctors.

"Uh sorry about not being in, there was some issues that I needed to take care of. Sorry for worrying you." I bow again.

"You don't need to apologise. Just know that I'm here if you need anything. Anyway..... shall we get a coffee and I'll catch you up with the things you missed?" He smiles widely.

Curse you! And your handsome face!

"Okay sure." I smile back.

As we go grab a coffee (to which he paid for mine) he fills me in with the things I missed. Which also includes me having to pay a visit to the dance department to talk to Jimin about his upcoming dance performance.

As we get walk through the halls, he parts ways as he has to go for a meeting before classes start. So I bid him goodbye and head for my locker to exchange the books in my bags.

Me being the clumsiest person to ever walk this Earth, I try to balance my books and my coffee in one hand and also try to empty the contents of my bag in my locker. But fail miserably and drop my books all over the corridor on the floor.

"Damn it." I whisper and I bend down to pick them up.

"Here let me help." I hear someone jog over and bend down next to me.

"It's okay I've got it-." I try to say, but they scoop them up without a sweat.

Impressive.

"Thank you for your help, I'm sorry ive got a disease called clumsiness." I stand back up and push the fallen hair out of my face.

But my heart gets heavy the moment I see who the person in front of me is.

"Oh hey it's you from the other day right? Luna isn't it?" He wears a boxy smile.

"I-uh. Y-yeah it is. Taehyung right?" I take my books from his hands and place them into my locker.

"You know my name!?" His eyes widen, somewhat in slight shock and a look of honour?

Fuck. You can't say you know his name because of the stupid dream he was in.

Think!!!!!

Wait. Jimin said his name the other day at the doctors surgery.

"Yeah Jimin mentioned you the other day. Sorry I bet that was weird." I nervously chuckle.

I've never seen him up close in real life. He's exactly just how he was in the dream. Same boxy smile. Same cute button nose with the freckle neatly placed at the end of it. And extremely attractive.

But his hair colour in the dream was different. It was raven black, and hes currently sporting light brown colour.

Maybe it won't come true, I'm hoping it won't come true anyway.

"Ah no it's okay. How are you? You disappeared last week. I thought I did something wrong." He scratches the back of his neck awkwardly.

You didn't do anything wrong.....

It wasn't your fault. You would have been okay if you didn't go down that alleyway. I tried to save you. But it happened so quickly that I couldn't do anything, i couldn't protect you, i couldn't save you. I'm so sorry.

Luna.

Calm down.

Calm down before you look like an idiot.

Deep breath.

"N-no you didn't do anything. I-I just didn't f-feel well. S-sorry for worrying you." I bow in apology.

"You don't need to apologise, it's okay silly. I need to head to class, but I'll see you around sometime?" He checks his black leather watch on his honey toned wrist and nods.

"Y-Yeah sure see y-you around." I nod and wave slightly.

He waves cutely and walks away in the opposite direction.

I stick my head in my locker and try to control my heavy breathing before a panic attack begins.

Every time I look at him, the memories come flooding back.

I hate it.

I hate being reminded of how he left the world in my dream.
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Once the shakes stopped I head to class and sit at the back by the open window.

As the seconds go past the class starts to fill up with students. The room fills with conversations about what people have done over the weekend and the breeze washes over my face. My brain switches off as i watch the clouds pass by trying to somewhat relax.

10 minutes later Mr.Jeon walks in with his signature smile witha stack of papers in his hands.

"Good morning class how is everyone?" He makes general conversation as he sets up to do the register.

"Good." Everyone chirps.

"That's good news. Imma take the register and we will get started." He nods as he begins to call out our names, one by one which equals a full house and no absences.
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Because I missed out last week and the other students need to edit the pictures they took.

Mr.Jeon sends me around the campus to take pictures of the scenery. As in trees, buildings, flowers and passerby's. So I grab my backpack, get a camera and set off on my mission to get some good pictures to add to my portfolio.