Somebody That I Used Know

💜Chapter.30💜

So in early 2013 bad things started to happen, like I knew they would and I have suffered problems with Anorexia and I noticed I lost appitate of food and I was getting thinner and thinner and my dresses were starting to get too big for me, it was like living in a tent, I cried because I knew how serious it is and how dangerous it was, I have put my foot in life again.
My Sister was very, very worried considering I now have a two year old at home and she has to live with an Anorexic, I didn't want to die right at that point, it took the whole of 2013 to get myself right again.
I almost lost my life again for the 2nd time in my whole life, if it wasn't for my sister's concern then yeah I probably would've died but luckily no one is dead especially not me and things are ok again as they should be, this is because I'm so stressed out all the time.
Taryn later returned to TNA knowing I was getting better, that's why it took longer for her to return after her long feud with Gail Kim last year who also used to work for WWE as well as myself and Taryn.
Gail's respect for Taryn grew and I was glad to hear of that, both ladies done so well in that ladder match they had way before Taryn left to give birth to Emerson.
It took me until this year that I have then realised that I need to tell Christian the truth about Brittany.
I can't keep this to myself I wish I'd of paid any attention to Edge and Krystal at the time when they were telling me this and I have no one to blame expect myself this time, I need to be ready to tell him but now is definitely not the right time to tell him.
This year I have had a lot of bad luck on my plate like the last few years and the only bit of happiness I had before I gave birth to my Daughter was because of Christian in all fairness.
I don't know how I'm gonna tell him or what I'm gonna tell him, at the moment I'm not in a fit state.
I haven't been in a fit state to tell him from day one never mind now, I feel weak and I have never felt so weak in my life, since getting better I have started to eat again and Brittany is still healthy and at least something is working at this point in time, I can't go back to that time again, I don't need it.