Running to Her (On Hold, Details On Last Update)

Sick, Twisted and Gone

Dpov

When I work up in the morning, the guards that was in my room had switched out. I knew I had to get to the bottom of everything Eddie had told me yesterday. I needed the truth. So after I showered, shaved, dressed and ate, I headed to Lissa's. When I got to her door. I heard cheering from one person and a pissed off voice in response to the cheers. Listening closer I recognized the two voices. Lissa was pissed about something and Tasha was happy about it. Listening to the words they was speaking, had made emotions running through me.

"Dimka is all mine now. I can't believe that little bloodwhore just gave up like that. But it's whatever to me now I don't have to kill her to get my man!" Tasha cheered happy.

"But she wasn't to do this, Tasha! She was to live and die for me and me alone." Lissa said angered.

"Tasha, I know you think you will get Dimitri now and I know that was our agreement, but now with that bitch gone, I need him to protect me. I'm sorry Tasha but I can't give him to you until I find someone to replace him. But until that time you still have Ethan Moore to keep you bed warm, just remember to use protection so you don't end up pregnant by him. Then you will never get Dimitri."

"Oh Lissa, I will have Dimka one way or another. I will give you three months to find his replacement. And if I do happened to end up pregnant with Ethan's or one of the, many other men I have been fucking, I will just compel my Dimka to think it's his. Then he will never leave me again."

Lissa laughing, "Tasha, you are so evil, I absolutely love it! But I hope you know I need to try him out for myself before handing him over to you. I just want to fuck Dimitri once to see what all of Rose's fuss was about."

"Fine Lissa, but only once and don't think I wont kill you if you change your mind. I will have my Dimka, and his children. And not even the last Dragomir will stop me. I have been planning our lives since he was 8. And  I'm to close to them coming true now for anything else to stand in my way."

I was so pissed and sicked by their plans for me. I knew everything  Eddie had told me yesterday was the real truth. So not wanting to hear any more of this I went back to my room, to plan my own next move. Upon entering my door, I spotted a envelope on the floor. Picking it up I noticed the handwriting, I would know this handwriting anywhere. It was Roza's. Opening the envelope. I pulled out the letter. Sitting down to read it.

Dear Dimitri,

By the time you read this. It will be to late to stop me. I just wanted to tell you that Eddie told me what happened yesterday after the church. I want to tell you everything he said is the truth. If you don't believe him or me, then call Yeva. She is the only other person who knows the whole truth.

I have forgiven you for what happened in Russia. I hold none of that against you. It wasn't my Dimitri, my Comrade, in Russia. That is why it's so easy to forgive it. I knew it needed to happen Dimitri. But I had to go through that to find out about being able to restore you. I needed to go through it to ask the right questions after. I needed to be close enough to you in that state when you put my spirit charmed ring on to see the difference in you. I NEEDED TO be that close to you. And it was the change in you when you held that ring that made me ask the right questions. Oksana would never have voluntarily told me without it, as she, like everyone else though it was a myth and some crazy man's rambling.

I want to tell you I'm sorry your love for me has faded. My love for you never will Dimitri. I have loved you since I first saw you. I will continue to love you for the rest of my life. It can only be you Dimitri. And everything I went through was for my love for you. I don't think I could ever heal enough to give my love to anyone else. Because I don't see myself being able to trust anyone that much again. I have loved Lissa, like a sister, and she turned on me and my love for her. And now you have as well.

I wish you nothing but the best Dimitri. I hope you will be happy with everything your life has to offer. I love you forever Dimitri.

Love
Your Roza

I was crying again. What did she mean it would be too late. Lissa and Tasha was talking about something about her being gone, and yesterday Eddie had said she was suicidal