RED WIDOW (DISCONTINUED)

BACK IN STARK TOWER

I went outside and called Sam to pick me up.Really, returning from the dead was much worse than I thought!I looked forward to see my sister and then I realize she is dead!Tears came back on my eyes and I didn't bother to stop them.

"Romanoff! You coming?"

Sam has arrived.I got on the jet my face still soaked from the tears and my eyes red and puffy.

"Don't worry you'll recover"

"Did you recover from his death, Sam?"

"It took me some time but yes, I did"

"I hope I do too"

We landed and I went in my old room.It was funny living here back then.The times Natasha and I pranked Steve and teased him by talking bad.I really miss those times.I got in the kitchen and saw Wanda cooking.

"What are you cooking Wanda?"

"Soup, so grandpa Steve can eat easier"she joked.

"This is not funny Wanda.Anyways we have to organize one funeral, right?"

"Yes, for my sister"I said while drinking water.

"No, for Vision"

I choked on my drink, my glass fell on the floor and I looked around in surprise.

"What is it?"Bucky asked

"I, uh, who said the funeral was for Vision?"

"Nobody"whispered Sam

"I think you are tired, Y/N"Wanda said

"But...we have to do a funeral for Vision too don't we?"

"We have to do a funeral only for Vision"

I looked in the direction the voice came from.No one was there though.

"When do we start planning?Um Widow?Are you OK?"Wanda said worried.

"....I will be right back."I said slowly while approaching the elevator.I got in and told Friday to bring me down.

"Natasha?"I whispered.

"Y/N?"

"W-Where are you?"

"In the quantum realm.I am stuck in here.But I am alive.Ask Scott for help and don't tell anybody what I told you."

"Copy.I'll save you, Tasha"

"I count on you"

I went back up and sat on the table.

"Is the food ready? I am hungry like a wolf."

"You haven't eaten anything for 5 years,of course you are hungry!"laughed Bruce

"Yeah, yeah you can joke as much as you want. Prof. Hulk " it was now Sams' turn to tease them.

We ate carbonara and talked about stuff.I noticed that Bucky never stopped looking at me during the entire night.As everybody said goodnight and went to bed, I and him where left alone doing the dishes.I glanced up at him and noticed how sad and in pain he was.I tried to think about a reason and the only thing I figured was that he missed Steve.Yes, he was alive but as another person.

"Remember the day you came to arrest me but saved me instead?" he broke the silence

"In Romania?"

He nodded

"Yeah, of course!"

"Why did you do this?"he whispered more pain now in his eyes and voice.

I put the plate down and looked at him.

"Why did you help me when I was seek those days?I don't deserve this."

"Remember the time I was forced to fight you, back then in HYDRA?I did as bad things as you did Buck.I killed many people, like you.And think of it; nearly all the Avengers have killed innocent humans."

"I am not an Avenger"

"That was the best joke I've heard since 2018."

"Ummm, sorry if I'm interrupting but Steve wants to talk to Bucky."said Wanda

"No, problem. Goodnight, Y/N"

"Goodnight Bucky. Night Wanda"

"Goodnight"she responded and went in the elevator with James.

After I had finished the dishes I went in my room and tried to sleep.But to many thoughts were going through my mind.Where is Scott Lang now?Would he help me or does he want to stay with his family?How much time do I have?And suddenly something else crossed my mind: why do I care that much about Bucky?I mean, sometimes I can't stop thinking about the hug he gave me in Wakanda.I am confused but I have to think about Natasha she is more important now.