Hidden truth- The sequel

08: make up

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Justin's PoV:

I scratch my wrist, nervously shake my leg up and down as I waited for Dr.Bennett to enter the room.

Holy shit.

Fuck.

I never expected me in a fucking office waiting for a damn psychologist. For what reason ever, Maia trusts him so I should too. I called Maia like fifty times just to get a text back, saying I should stop calling. As hard as it is, I stopped. I didn't know what she does or where she is. I had the worst night of my life. Craving for drugs was already terrible but not having her around me was much worse. I don't have many days left before going back to Vegas and I definitely don't want to leave like this.

As bad as it is, I took my shit again this night. And again.

I can't fucking stop and need that damn replacement.

"Justin," Dr.Bennet enters the office finally, causing me to jerk in my spot and sweat. Holy fuck, I sweat like a pig. My anxiety kicked in, being here without her is the worst nightmare possible.

"Yeah?"

"So according to your blood results, you really need very strong replacement," he starts as he sat down in front of me, "I personally suggest you to go to rehab-"

"Fuck, no. No," I shake my head and lick my lips. My knee is shaking due to I'm trying to rush this appointment as quick as possible.

"Why didn't your girlfriend come?" He wonders now.

I pull my eyebrows together, "it's none of your business. Tell me about the replacement."

He nods, knowing that he can't control me, "You have to take the inject medications three times a day at the exact same time. No more. I'll show you the first time where to do it and then you have to do it yourself," my eyes widen. I've to shoot up myself? If Angel sees that she will freak the fuck out.

"I know how to do it," I refuse to get his help but he stood up anyway.

"I'm not doing it now, I'm getting them for you," He shakes his head and took 3 huge packs out off the cupboard, "and you have to take tablets, one in the morning and one at nights. Both of them are only available on prescription, of course. But I can give them to you now."

I bite my lip nervously. Too much responsibility in a day. I could barely take care of Oreo and now I have to literally take replacement five times a day?

"You have to stay home for a whole week. Don't go out after taking any replacement due to sudden tiredness. You could crash down on the street and sleep for hours." He informs me while handing me the packs. I nod at him, suck my lips as I remained my silence.

"So I can do it all by my own?"

"You shouldn't. If someone's home otherwise you have to go to rehab and they will do it. Is someone home?" He questions.

I swallow down and nod without thinking. I only have my girlfriend, "How long do I have to do this?"

"We try for a week and then you will come back for further treatment," he pauses for a second before walking around his desk in front of me, "Pull your pants down."