The broken

Chapter 7

A/N
So sorry for the late chapter but I've been having a hard time and school is a mess. And my friend is going through hell so I have to be supportive.
But I really hope you'll like this chapter and please leave a like or comment to tell me what you think.

Warnings: this chapter will have some trigger warnings for self harm

Enjoy;)

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Thomas
Thomas looked at the blond haired boy  who was playing on the guitar. His brown eyes was closed but his fingers moved perfectly, they made the chords sounds  beautiful. Thomas was even more stunned by Newts voice. The boy could really sing. It sounded like and an Angel's voice in Thomas's ears and he stood by the door, staring at the boy.
When Newts stopped playing Thomas clapped his hands. That was a really bad move. Newt jumped up and dropped the guitar on the floor. He whipped his head around and his eyes were full of fear.

"I'm sorry Newt." Thomas said and took a step forward." I didn't mean to scare you but it sounded so beautiful. You're such an awesome musician!" Newt calmed down a bit. Then his cheeks got red and he looked down at the floor.

"Thanks Tommy." He whispered. Tommy? Had he said that before. Thomas had never liked nicknames but...he liked it when Newt said it. Tommy...it was nice.

"Can you play something more?" Thomas slowly asked. He wanted to  e careful with Newt.

The blond haired boy looked up at Thomas with red cheeks and sparkling brown eyes. "Do you really want to hear me sing?"

"If course I do! Your voice is completely amazing and you have to be the best guitarist I've ever met!"

Newt blushed. "Thank you, Tommy" Thomas smiled when he heard the nickname again. He liked it when Newts said it.

"Can you play another song?" Thomas asked and sat down beside Newt on the bed.

"Okay..." Newt whispered. "This song is called 'the night we met'" the blond haired boy started playing and first Thomaa just watched Newts fingers move on the strings. But when the boy started singing - Thomas thought he would die from the beautiful voice.

When the song was over Thomas was speechless. All he could say was "wow" Newt looked up at Thomas and blushed. He looked down at the guitar again.

"Newt! Can you come down for a moment please!" Lara suddenly yelled from downstairs. Newts facial expression immediately went from happiness to dread. He took the guitar and put it in the case again. Thomas only stared at him.

"What does my mum want to talk to you about?" He asked, confused.

"I need to take my meds..." Newt whispered. In only a short minute Newts expression had  completely changed. Now it was as when Thomas first met him. Sad eyes full of fear and brokenness. The blond boy limped out of the room without saying a word to Thomas. Thomas understood that Newt probably wanted to be alone so he went in to his room and closes the door.
I need to find out what happened to him!

When Thomas heard the boy limp up the stairs he opened his bedroom door to great him but when he saw Newts face Thomas heart broke. Newts cheeks were covered in tears and his shoulders was shaking. He looked down on the floor and in to his room, shutting it behind him. Thomas wondered what had happened.

"Mom!" He yelled and ran downstairs. His mother was sitting at the table in the kitchen. She had her face in her hands and many bottles stood in front of her.
When she heard her son enter the room she quickly wiped away the tears and put on a smile.

"Hi sweetie, everything okay?" She asked.

"What happened to Newt?" Thomas asked and sat down beside his mom. Her smile completely fell and her eyes filled up with sadness.

"What do you mean?" She tried.

"Mom you've seen him! The leg thing he have. That he is always sad. I found him in school hyperventilating! And he have to take those pills?" Thomas looked at his mum with angry eyes. She have to tell him this!

"Thomas..." his mom started. "Newts been through a lot. And I know that you only want to help him but get to know him first, and then he'll probably tell you this himself. Or maybe you can figure it out on your own" she stood up and left the room, taking the pills with her.
Thomas sighed frustrated and stood up. He walked up the stairs quickly but instead of walking into his own room he knocked on Newts door.

"Who is it?" A broken voice whispered. Thomas barney heard it.

"Its Thomas. Are you okay? Can I come in?"

"No!" Newt quickly said. "Stay out of here!" Thomas was just about to open the door, something in Newts voice alarmed him but suddenly the lock clicked and Thomas understood what it meant. Newt had locked the door.

"Dont come in" Thomas heard Newts voice again, it was right on the other side of the door and Thomas could hear the boy sobbing.
He took a step back and walked into his own room. Newt needed to open up to him! Or else Thomas would need to find out what had happened to him himself!

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Newts slid down on the floor with his back pressed against the door. Tears was streaming down his face and he sobbed into the empty room. The pills didn't make the pain stop. He didn't want to take them. Lara had to force it down his throat!
He knew that they helped in the long run but not now. He looked down at his wrist. Blood was streaming out from the fresh cuts and he felt some of the pain disappear.

"Please God help me" he whispered and stood up. He wiped away the blood and put a new bandage on his wrist before climbing into his bed. He felt a new stream of tears escape before he finally fell asleep.

He dreamt the exact same thing as he does every night. He was falling, falling for hours. Falling into a black abyss. He woke up at the exact same time as he hit the ground...

He was lying on the floor.

A/N
Chapter 7! I know it takes some time for a chapter to come out but as I said before, I've been going  through a tuff time.

But please tell me ideas, I really need some! And you'll get a shout out if I chose an idea and tell you that I got it from you!
I hope you liked this chapter <3

~Everytging will be okay in the end, if it's not okay it's not the end~
-John Lennon