Divided

Luke

I saw my read count went up and that made me happy so here's a little chapter for you guys 😂

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A knock on my door startles me causing my breath to get caught in my throat.

"Come in," I say as I put my phone down and sit up. The door opens and Harry walks in before closing the door behind himself.

"You don't have to explain anything, Liam already did. I'm sorry for snooping but I was curious. Liam has the key and I told him to give it to you. Once again, I'm sorry." Harry smiles for a split second before he turns his attention on me.

"I'm many things right now, I'm mad, I'm upset, I'm hurt, I'm disappointed, and a bit fearful. I'm mad you went through my things, those doors were locked for a reason. I'm upset and hurt because I trusted you, and you trusted me, and I feel as if that's broken now. I welcomed you in to my home, and yes the first intensions weren't right, but the second intention was. Something changed and I knew I couldn't continue out with the plan, I couldn't. I cared too much about you for some reason. I've never really had feelings for someone and I knew as soon as I laid with you that night by the fire something in me snapped. I'm disappointed because I feel betrayed, but I have no right to be. You were the one being betrayed. I'm fearful for what's to happen next. The other night, not knowing if you were alive or not, it genuinely scared me. I've never cared so much about a person before, not in the way I care for you. Liam told me what he told you, and this is me just filling in my part, the reason why things changed. Things changed because I think I have feelings for you and I know it's wrong but it's how it is." I sit there quietly as Harry takes a breath. When he doesn't add anything else I smile at him softly.

"I'm mad. I'm hurt. I feel betrayed, and I'm terrified. I'm mad at myself for trusting you, hurt for you breaking my trust, I feel betrayed because I was betrayed, and I'm terrified because I've had a 'crush' on you for a while now and I know it's wrong. It's so wrong, so I shouldn't. You're my kidnapper, but it's how I feel. You're kind to me. Yeah, your first intention was to do something terrible to me, but you changed. You're all very kind and welcoming to me and the way you all care for each other makes me feel like I'm a part of something, and I haven't felt like I was a part of something in years, even in my own family."

"I understand. The only thing is, if the warriors find out about this, they'll have my head on a stick."

"Can't you tell like your boss or leader and have them take care of it?" Harry chuckles and I furrow my brow.

"What?"

"I am the boss, I'm the leader."

"You're what?"

"I'm the leader, the eagles are my gang."

"You're joking."

"Hardly."

"Wow," I say stunned.

"I didn't know when the right time to tell you would be, but I'm the leader of the eagles."

"Now's a pretty good time since we're coming clean about everything." He nods and pats my thigh.

"Are you hungry?"

"Yes," I tell him.

"I'll go make breakfast." I nod and he leaves the room as I get out of bed. I grab a change of clothes and head for the bathroom for a shower. I use the restroom and groan seeing bright red in my underwear. Of course. After I'm cleaned up and showered I search the bathroom for any sort of feminine product and come up dry. I layer toilet paper in my underwear and walk down the stairs awkwardly.