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6 weeks since I've been away
And now your saying everything has changed
And I'm afraid that I might be loosing you
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Ross
Its been 42 days
6 weeks
A month and 2 weeks
1008 hours
60,480 minutes
3,628,800 seconds without her
And its still going for another 4 months and 2 weeks.
I thought going on my world tour would be the best thing ever. I'd be with my family, I'd be traveling around the world, and I'd be with the best girl ever.
But I was wrong.
Everything was exactly how I thought it would be, but just without her.
We had screaming fans chasing our bus, sold out shows, and we practically saw the world. It was amazing to even think about, to dream about. But then it actually happened? The best thing ever.
Well I thought.
There were down sides. Like not getting enough sleep, over practicing, and being homesick. But none of them compared to what was happening with my relationship.
Laura Marano. My best friend and girlfriend, if I can even call her that anymore.
I was all ready to travel the world with her. I don't care if people would have found out about us, it was too big of an experience to let down. Well I thought it was.
We had our album released, Louder. It was basically the reason we got a World Tour. And so far, the tour itself has been great.
Laura was excited to be able to join us, but she didn't come. She didn't even tell me until 2 days before we left. That night I guess you could say I got a bit angry. And I still regret everything.
No, I didn't hit her. And no, I didn't get mad and scream at her. But I did scare her, and the face she made will still haunt me.
Flashback
"Ross. . . C-can I tell you something?" Laura stuttered.
"Um yeah, sure"
She took a breath, "Look, going on tour with you was a dream come true for me. But I'm not going"
I wasn't really listening until she said those 4 words.
"W-what"
"I'm sorry! I know how much you wanted me to go and I saw how excited you were when-" I cut her off.
