'I've always liked girls, I've even had
a girlfriend. I like girls with long slender legs, long hair and big eyes. I'm attracted by girls right? Two boys can't be in love.'
In which Jungkook finds it really hard to accept his sexuality and realise h...
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It's a week later, Taehyung just texted me and said he's sick. I hate the feeling of being alone, especially in school. I lean up against my locker listening to one of my favourite artists. I get all caught up in the song so I don't notice the guy in front of me.
I take out the earphones and put them into my pocket as my eyes fall on Jimin.
Jungkook: "Ohh hey"
Jimin: "I'm really stressed, I have this math test in 5 minutes and I don't have a calculator, do you have one??" He looks up at me frustrated and almost scared.
Jungkook: "Let me just check" I quickly turn around opening my locker. It's so messy that it's hard for me to find it, but luckily I find it. I take it out and hand it to him with a smile.
Jimin: "I'll see you at lunch right?" I nod looking directly at his face.
Jimin: "Great, and omg thank you so much, I'll give it back later!!" He says already running towards his class. I smile at him as he runs away.
'Cute'
'Omg wtf'
'Stop yourself'
I take a deep breath as I hear the school bell ring. That means the lesson has started and I'm not even in the classroom yet. This is what happens when I don't have Taehyung to guide me.
I get my books and walk into my chemistry class where I usually sit in the front of the class with Taehyung, but today because he isn't here, I sit in the back of the class.
I don't pay that much attention to the teacher, and after what feels like 10 hours but actually only are two school lessons the school bell finally rings again.
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Jimin: "Why aren't Taehyung at school today?" He asks licking on one of his chopsticks.
Jungkook: "H-he's sick" I sink hard, but my eyes can't leave his face.
Jimin: "You okay?" His lips forms into a smirk and he leans over the table making me move back in my chair.
Jungkook: "I'm o-okay" I mumble as I shake my head trying to focus on something different.
Jimin: "I think you-"
Jungkook: "I really need to use the bathroom" I push myself back in the chair and I quickly walk out of the canteen. I don't know why my heart is beating so fast or why I'm thinking of Jimin.
As i look at myself in the mirror, my face is really red and my breathing is fast.
'What the fuck is happing with me?'
I take some water in my hands and rub my face.
I man up and walk back into the canteen. 'You got this Jungkook'
Jimin: "Is it okay if i keep your calculator until tomorrow and give it back then?" He asks as I sit back down. I nod avoiding his eyes.
Jimin: "Ahh thank you!"
Jungkook: "Where is Yujin by the way?" I look at the empty seat beside him where Yujin is normally sitting.
Jimin: "She's sitting with some of her other friends today, I think she likes one of them" he chuckles looking through the canteen for her.
Jimin: "See over there" he points at a table smiling. I furrow my eyebrows.
Jungkook: "I don't know, for some reason I thought she liked you" I laugh embarrassed.
Jimin: "Me?"
Jungkook: "Yeah I mean- I don't know"
Jimin: "No say it"
Jungkook: "It's just- no forget it"
Jimin: "Say it!!" He smiles.
Jungkook: "No" I laugh again, shaking my head. Jimin pouts and I smile.
Jimin: "We've never liked each other" he says with a calming voice.