(Laughing jack x reader) let's have a blast !

Chapter 1

Nothing could comprehend the pain I was going though . It's so dark and painful it's ........it's .......... So lonely ....... I just want mummy and daddy to come back and tell me they're sorry and hug me and kiss me and .......and ......... Take me home .why did I have to be cursed with this insanity ? Haven't it been enough by now ? When will it just ..............stop....I just need company anyone ,anything !!!!! I'm SO SICK OF JUST SITTING HERE IN A WHITE EMPTY ROOM ! WITH NOTHING BUT A BED , TOILET AND SINK !!!!! I don't even hardly have showers or food for that matter . I've gotten so insane that I can't sleep and I 'see' things . They tell me what to do ...............heheheheh we played a REALLY fun game yesterday . It's only a two player game and all you need is something sharp . You chose who's the victim and who's the witness . I LOVE being the victim and the witness was always my friend mr sparkles who as you have probably have guessed is imaginary . The victim has to take the sharp thing and pretend to be stabbed and witness has to watch and pretend to enjoy it . I don't think mr sparkles actually pretends though. I don't pretend either.Yesterday I stabbed my leg repeatedly and laughed hysterically as the blood flowed every where . I put my hands on the blood and began painting the wall .mr sparkle still stared emotionless as I continued my beautiful art work . I still see it on the wall now unfinished which reminded me that I fainted from the loss of so much blood . I wonder how I'm still alive now ? Ah well doesn't matter really I'm just annoyed that I slept . I hate having nightmares soooooooo much . It's like going somewhere worse that my reality that's why I refuse to sleep .

I think I'm sick because a doctor man came into my room today . I have to admit he was scary and hid his face behind a doctors mask and circle glasses . He inspected me and turned around to the demons and told them that I was gone ? What does he mean ? Am I dead ? Am I ghost ? No .demon grabbed me answering my questions . He told me that I would have to sleep now . I of course refused so he sighed and walked away . Into the door of freedom . Where mummy and daddy and the outside world was . Without me .

I want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to dieI want to die...........why can't I die ? They took it , they took my only way out of life , they took my sharp thing . I think I've been crying for 3 hours straight and my imaginary friends have done nothing but look at me even my best friend mr sparkles .............b*sterds they were never my friends in the beginning . Im so sad

I'm so scared no I'm paranoid no IM SO COMPLETELY SCARED FOR MY LIFE but happy . When I looked up from my long cry I saw a big colourful jumping jack box in the middle of my cold empty room . Did they finally give me a toy ? Happy as can be I ran towards the box . A huge creepy smile was plastered on my lips as I held the box with my shaking hands . I grabbed the handle and turned it . When the music began I smiled even wider if it was even possible and sang one of my favourite lullaby's ever in my beautiful angelic voice . "Pop goooooooooeeeeessssss the weeeeeeeeaaaaaaaassssslllleeee !!!" I sang as loud as I could . Still smiling I saw what popped out of my box was a colourful clown ! I smiled again at the clown and said aloud in a deranged voice "WHAT! a Beeeeeeaaaaauuuuutttiful clown !" I continued to stare at the clown in awe until I heard something behind me .

"Why thank you little girl ~"