Fire to the rain (Tom Hiddleston X Reader)

Chapter 9(3)

She couldn't believe her ears. The voice was so dear yet it hurt her to realize that it was deeply hurt.
"Y/n?" The voice repeated. She felt a hand on her shoulder. In that single touch were a thousand of emotions. She knew that she couldn't talk to anyone, let alone the people she knew, but she couldn't help herself.
She turned to face the person, tears threaten to fall from her eyes. Both of their faces were full of sadness and pain. For both of them it felt like looking in the mirror. Finally, one of them moved and hugged another one, and tears ran down silently.

"Y/n..."
"Sister...".

It's hard to describe the reunion of emitionally bound peope. They're like two dried oceans, filling with clear blue water when they see each other. The water brings back everything it took: love, hate, memories, pain. The feeling of water is pleasant, but the salt in it makes the open wounds sting.

"How is this possible? How can you be here and alive?" The girl who looked like y/n was sobbing. It was difficult to explain her current feeling. She was happy, sad, angry and devastated at the same time.
"I'm-I'm so sorry, my dear. I'm so sorry. Please, forgive me. I couldn't let any of you know anything of me, I was a thread. I still am, but I couldn't just run away from you. Oh god, how I missed you." Said the elder sister, not wanting to let go of the only person she could talk with. "Wait, why are you in London? What about mom and dad?"
"That's a very long story. I'm studying here, at one of the local colleges. I live here alone. However, you're coming with me."
The younger sister pulled her arm, leading her somewhere. But as y/n stopped, her smile dropped and her head hung low.
"Baby, I can't come with you."
"B...but...I just found you. I thought you were dead. We were mournung you. We still are. Hell, Tom even tried to commit suicide."
"WHAT?" Her eyes widened. It hurt her just to think of that, let alone imagine it happening. No matter how he treated her and how he betrayed her, he was the love of her life. She couldn't imagine how much of pain had he been going through to do so. The idea of suicide itself was terrifying for her. It meant that there was something worse than death and thinking of someone going through all of it was unbearable. Even in her awfully miserable life she thought that death was the worst punishment.
"He loved you, sister." Said Bella.
"Did he tell you how I ended up alone at home that night."
"He never talked about it."
"Of course he didn't. I have to go now. But please, don't tell anyone that I'm alive, otherwise I won't be anymore. Good bye Bells, I love you to infinity."
With that she kissed her sister's cheek and before the last could tell anything she vanished into the crowd.