"Not to leave you, huh, funny." She shoved him away.
"Please, Y/N. Please. I won't survive. I need you. We need each other."
"Yeah, you need me. That's...cool. You know how I needed you? You do remember how I've been pleading for you to stay with me for a little longer don't you? When you've been leaving me every night, thinking I didn't notice, the only thing I wanted was to show you what it was like to hurt. You've treated me like dirt, and after the last night, after my birthdays night I just wanted to die, to sleep, no more, and by the sleep to end the heartache and the fifty shades of pain you've put me through. You don't think this can ever be forgiven, do you? For if you do, then you are a fool, Thomas."
"Don't leave me Y/n, I beg you, have mercy. I was a fool and I still am, but I will kill myself the second you'll put a foot out of this house." Tom was crying. Y/n could never imagine he would cry for her. It was tearing her heart, but deep down she was happy that he really loved her.
"That's bullshit, Thomas."
"No y/n, it's not. You see this?" The man went to a drawer, which was locked too properly. When he twirled a small key, the wooden box revealed a revolver. "This can be the end of me with your one word." He put the gun to his head. "This will be the end of a man who lost himself in feelings and despair. A man who lives like dead for eight years. A man who sees the shadows of our unborn children running around the house, and imagines you beside him every day. Y/n, you were always destined to be the end of me-whether it's my heart or my life. I love you, y/n. Do you hear me?" He shouted "I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY LAST BREATH!"
He was so ready to pull the trigger. He was tired. He just wanted to be with the one love of his life, and if she'd refuse to take him back, there'd be no sence in his life.
"Enough, Tom!" Y/n snatched away the gun and put it in her back pocket. "Please, enough. Don't do this to us. All these years I've lived only by the idea that you're happy. I am alive only because you are. Don't do this to me." She hugged him, the strongest man she'd ever known sobbing like a child in her arms. "I'm here my love, you're safe. I love you Tom. I don't want to, but I do."
Tom did know this, but he was still shocked. He pulled out of the hug, smiling at his wife. "Darling, thank you." He kissed her in the lips, feeling the heaven he'd felt the first time, silent tears running from her eyes. He thought they were tears of joy, but Y/N was dying.
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Fire to the rain (Tom Hiddleston X Reader)
FanficYour life was in ruins. That was it. You were the most miserable person as you thought that nothing can save you. But at the breaking point of your life Tom appeared right on your way and saved the day. Or did he?
