"Jai!" I shouted as he stormed outside, I ran after him, "You're not listening to me!" i screamed, he turned around, i saw the hurt in his eyes, "Let me think okay? This isn't easy for me, even if it isn't true you still love him! And that hurts, knowing you love someone else. He's your ex, he's hurt you over and over and you go to see him at god knows what time in the morning!" he screamed. I stepped back, the tears pouring down my face, he then sighed and walked away.
I must have stood there for over 20minutes, I ended up wiping my face and walking back to louis' place, it took me hours but I didn't care, once I got there I just collapsed onto the sofa, not realising we had guests. "Laura?" I heard Louis ask. I sat up shaking my head, Harry walked in too. "I am so so sorry!" He started, I stood up, "NO HARRY! YOU ALWAYS SAY YOU'RE SORRY, YOU HURT ME SO MUCH AND YOUR THE ONE WHO LEFT ME AT THE ALTER REMEMBER?! NOW YOU KEEP TRYING TO GET ME BACK, AND ITS NOT RIGHT HARRY! ALL YOU DO IS HURT ME, AND I'VE FOUND SOMEBODY WHO I LOVE, WHO WON'T HURT ME, EVER, AND NOW YOU'VE RUINED IT!" I screamed.
He just stood there frozen, i groaned then screamed "GET. OUT!" he quickly ran out of the house. I felt Louis arms wrap around me comfortingly, i just snuggled into his chest crying. "Shush, it's okay, just give him time, he'll understand." i nodded, and sat up, "Wh-why does Harry always ruin everything?" he smiled weakly, "I don't know babe, i don't know. It's okay, just go get some sleep okay?" I nodded, then slowly trudged up the stairs.
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' When i'm missing you, i'll stop eating food. And i'll squeese into a dress, so i can be like you, and then i'll see your bitterness. And why you're leaving too. Maybe i'll put you to a test, and say that i love you, i think that i love you. '
I heard someone singing, i quickly sat up in my bed, rubbing my eyes. I looked around, and saw Jai sat at the end of my bed, with his guitar singing, ' Be like you' by Ed Sheeran, one of my favourite songs. Tears pricked in my eyes as he carried on singing. Finishing the last few words, he reached for my hand and sang the last words "And say that i love you, now it seems you loved me too"
He placed his guitar on the floor and crawled up to me, he layed down next to and before i could say anything he kissed my lips softly. "i'm sorry" we both whispered at the same time, we then both laughed. He layed under the covers with me and i snuggled into his chest. "I know you didn't do anything, i thought about it, i should've trusted you and believed you. I do, i was just scared." he explained. I nodded slowly, drifting back to sleep.
___ *Days later* ____
" I loved last night babe," whispered Jai into my ear. I smiled and kissed him, and walked into the kitchen."Are you okay, you've been acting, weird?" asked Jai, following me. I nodded, pouring some milk in my glass. He placed both of his hands on the side of my face and stared into my eyes, "what's going on?" he whispered, " i cant do this." i said looking down. He stepped back, "wh-what?"
"us." ~me
"What about us?" ~ Jai
"I CANT DO THIS, I CANT BE WITH YOU, I JUST FEEL GUILTY."
*silence*
"Guilty about, what?!"
" I-I Cheaated on yo-you." i cried.
"WHAT?!"
"It was Harry, we were talking and...
*FLASHBACK!*
"So, you forgive me?"
"Yes Harry, we're okay now. I can't keep holding a grudge, it's annoying me too now."
*sigh* "Thank you, Laura you don't realise how much you mean to me."
"You mean alot to me Harry, but i have Jai."
He walks over, putting both is arms on the side next to me, blocking me. He slowly leaned in, looking into my eyes, I leaned in too...
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He carried me to his room, not breaking the kiss..
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He played with my hair, humming to me.
"SHIT! Harry what have i done?!"
..
~~ END OF FLASHBACK ~~
"YOU DID IT, WITH HIM?! THE NIGHT BEFORE WE DID?!"
"YES! It was a mistake i was going to tell you, but you wouldn't listen, and well yeah."
"I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS! Just go. Get out, now."
"Jai i'm not dressed!" i screamed looking down and seeing, his top and my bottoms on my body.
" I DONT CARE, GO!"
I ran out of the house, running to mine. As soon as i got home, i raced for the bathroom. Suddenly i puked up into the toilet, ew. I wiped my mouth, and brushed my teeth, walking back into the livingroom. What to do? :/
* Come over to mine, now? Please? xx *
Sent to Taylor, Gemma, Jess, Eleanor , Danielle
( i know liam and danielle broke up, but i cba getting liam, another, gf so she's staying for a while.)
"HEEEY!" I heard someone scream, i turned around, and saw all the girls run in, " We were just coming over anyway!" I slouch back down on the couch, as they take off their shoes and bags. I feel them sit around me.
"What's wrong?" ~Jess.
"Well..."
*~*
heey guys! Thanks if you're reading this book, don't think anyone is.. but yeah :/
If you have an ideas please tell me! :(
* Oh and seen as danielle and liam have broke up, D: *LE CRY I might make them break up in this, so if you want to be Liam's girlfriend message me!
~ Laura x
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