Perfume • Woosan | Ateez

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I still wanna know w h y
Even though you act like a bad g u y

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SAN has been sitting on his bed for almost an hour, first starring totally bewildered at the JWY on his notebook for a while and then flipping the page to start a new one. Slowly he wrote the three initials at the top of the page, but it didn't look as nice with his handwriting, as with the handwriting from the boy, who was probably still sleeping one floor beneath him. After minutes of contemplating he was absolutely sure, that this was not a stupid prank from one of his foster brothers, but truly Wooyoung who wrote down his initials on the voting list. Why? Because San had also checked the microwave and the plate with the food he prepared was gone. That meant he must've stepped out of his room to eat something in the middle of the night and then spotted the list laying on the kitchen table.

What could be his first name? Maybe Jeong, like Yunho's?

Jeong Wooyoung.

Jeon Wooyoung.

Jang Wooyoung.

Ji Wooyoung.

He was so mesmerized by the initials that he totally forgot why he had gone searching for the notebook in the first place. He also didn't notice Yeosang, who was watching him from the other side of the room. »Why are you smiling so much this morning?«, he asked sleepy. San got scared so bad that he slammed the notebook shut so quickly, that a loud bang echoed through the attic. That made Yeosang even more curious, so the quiet boy stood up from his bed and grinningly made his way over to San. With every step Yeosang made his eyes got bigger, but he couldn't think of something to say to make him stop coming his way.

If it weren't for Jongho, who stormed in the room out of nowhere, San would've been in an really awkward situation. »Hongjoong just texted me. He will get snacks for tonight. If you want anything special, text him. Oh and Yeosang, you need to go to Halmoni in the kitchen. Some letter with your name on came with the mail.« The letter made Yeosang so curious that he immediately went downstairs, forgetting about why he stood up from his bed. San exhaled relieved and shred the note about Wooyoung's name to pieces. He didn't know why he started that weird page anyways.

San humming stepped down the stairs to the bathroom after he cleaned up the mess he made on his bed. He shared one with Yeosang, Hongjoong and Jongho on the first floor. Mingi and Yunho had their own in the basement and Halmoni her own attached to her room, which was pretty convenient. In the same exact moment he wanted to reach for the door handle, she got pushed open and San had to quickly back off a little to not get hit by the heavy wooden door. Then he totally stopped breathing for a few seconds.

Wooyoung was standing in front of him, only wearing a towel, which was hanging low on his hips. His hair looked even longer and more darker wet, which San honestly found very.. sexy. But most shockingly were the bruises on his chest and stomach. Some looked fresh, some like a old memory. »I told you before«, the raspy voice pulled him out of his stare. »Stop fucking looking at me.« Wooyoung purposely bumbed into him on his way to his room across the hallway, before quickly locking the door behind him. Obviously he hadn't thought about the fact that someone could catch him exposed like that, but this time it really was his fault for making Wooyoung feel uncomfortable. He shouldn't have starred at him like that.

»Dammit«, he breathed out, after walking into the bathroom and locking the door as well. He just killed every progress he made with the gray haired boy. Actually he didn't even know if that was real progress in the first place, but Wooyoung did write his initials on the voting list and also ate the food he prepared for him. That must've mean something, right? »You are such a dumbass, Choi San«, he mumbled under the hot water that was running down his face. San felt absolutely terrible about the fact that he had invaded his privacy like that. He still couldn't stop thinking about the others body though. San had crushes before of course, but he never had a encounter with someone in real life where he went wow in his head before. Apart from the bruises Wooyoung looked almost too perfect. He doesn't have a six pack but his abs were really toned, his skin was tanned just the right amount and he looked just really.. thick. It was a good, sexy thick. A thick you kinda wanted to touch.