Ammah🥀👑

Chapter 5: University things

Bzzzzzz..
That was one of the sounds I hated so much but I needed too so badly if not I was sure to never wake up to anything in my life.

Today is finally the day. The day that I finally attend my first class in the Nile university, I have officially spent 4 days now and I feel like am getting more and more use to this house and everyone in it except for hajiya and munawar ofcourse.

I also received a call last night from ya ayman.it was actually pretty late when he called me and told me that he would be returning the day after tomorrow and that when he comes back he would take me to the hospital for a checkup about my memory loss issue.

I dragged myself Out of the bed and headed for the bathroom.

" Ahhh" I heard Aisha screamed from the other side of the bathroom and I quickly shut the door before I could spot her. " Ammah you really need to learn how to knock if not next time I swear am going to bitch slap so hard you'll never forget" she replied again aggressively.

That was very strange cause Aisha never talked like that, like ever " am so sorry Aisha it won't happen again" I apologized loudly so she could hear me but I didn't get a reply.

After a couple of minutes Aisha was out in the towel and her long hair dripping water all over the carpet but again she didn't alter a word.

" Aisha the toilet thing was an accident you don't have to go getting all frenzy about it ok am sorry" I spoke when I saw she had no intention of speaking up.

" it's okay really Ammah am not even mad at you it was just a reflex of words" she replied so quietly almost like a whisper.

I knew there was more to this story than what she was saying. I had to know.

" I know there's something your hiding you can tell me anytime you feel like you need to " I also replied smoothly but a little louder, as I saw munawar turn a little and cover her self with the duvet.

" it's really nothing when am ready to talk about it I'll tell you ok" she said with a calm smile. But I couldn't help but feeling as if it was fake.

" ok" I said. I mean what else was I suppose to say to her right.

So with that I headed to the bathroom, took my bath, brushed my teeth and performed my ablution for the fijr prayer. Immediately I was out i didnt even bother to look at her as I just headed for the praying mat that had munawar's hijab on it. It seems as if she has made it a culture to just leave it there now.

I prayed my 2 rakaats and folded the hijab, I walked over to the dressing mirror where Aisha was standing now applying a little make up on her face and grabbed the olive oil and shea butter, I rubbed it together on my palms and started applying it on my upper arm when i suddenly heard Aisha voice speaking to me.

" you cannot tell anyone about this okay Ammah, am actually trusting you enough to tell you this so you can't tell anyone. Not a single soul do you understand" she said with a serious expression and a calm voice.

All I could do was nod as she continued on.
" it's exactly two weeks now. You remember Abdullah right" and I nodded. " so last two weeks was our 6 months anniversary and he wanted to take me out for dinner and he said it would be a suprise I should just get ready and met him outside the gate so I did, when he came I entered the car and he drove off, having our little conversation on the way then I realized the road we were following was not leading to any type of place that we could actually have a fancy dinner in and it was around 6pm when we left, so I quietly asked him and he refused to answer me the first time acting as if he didn't hear me. Then I asked for the second, the third and still there was no reply. I knew something was wrong so I tried to open the passengers door when he aggressively grabbed my wrist and shoved it the other way" she paused and I saw a tear roll down her eyes as she tried to continue. " I started shouting for someone to help me but it was to late he had already arrived at where he wanted to bring me. He quietly dropped from the car and came to my side of the car and opened the door, without altering a word he grabbed my wrist and pulled me from the car, I was still asking him what was wrong in the hopes that this was just some massive prank but no I was no where close to the truth. I noticed that it was far from the outlets of Abuja I didn't even know the place. He pulled me into an unfinished house that looked like it was going to crumble with a fringe. And that was when it occurred to me, the Abdullah that I love, my Abdullah was about to take the most important thing in my life. My virginity." She paused again but this time grabbing a tissue wiping her tears trying not to clean the make up that was on her face. " I was drawn into the house despite all my screams and kicks he was just too strong, his left hand left my wrist and started roaming around my body while his lips were already on mine, his kiss held so much possessiveness and desire and it was so demanding, I just couldn't take it anymore as tears started streaming down my cheeks. It happened to fast I felt his hand on his belt boggle trying to jingle it free, that was when it really hit me it was really happening. I wouldn't let it happen. Next thing I knew my knee was hitting his area and I saw him laying down on the floor in pain as I grabbed my purse and his car keys and ran of to the car and drove home" as she finished the story I myself was on the verge of tears I couldn't believe anything like this happening to me, she was so brave to handle it the way that she did. All I could do was hug her as she cried into my shoulders.
" that was the reason why I freaked when you almost opened on me in the bathroom, I could never let anyone see me in that position again" she finished still in between sobs.